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→ Truesub's Journal | 26 Sep 2010 | 3:04am GMT
Don't let anyone tell you that men and masters don't have feelings. Real men have feelings that are more sensitive, in some cases, than those of the females they choose to protect.Remind me to never underestimate how easily He can be hurt, and how long it can take Him to get over it, and how terrible I feel that whole time He is busy thinking and ruminating and healing and hashing. I always think it's over..."It's Over!" and I think He does, too, though He wouldn't admit it.But it never is. He might say things that indicate that if it happens one more time...or, maybe we can never get past our differences, etc., etc. But the truth is, Master needs his slut-...
→ Truesub's Journal | 23 Sep 2010 | 1:35pm GMT
Happy Birthday to his_namaste and professorjackal! You guys rock!
→ Truesub's Journal | 14 Sep 2010 | 10:26am GMT
And yes, I'm an emotional woman.And yes, I'm going through a rough patch.And yes, He can be grumpy and unbearable sometimes.And yes, we talked about it all. And it's going to be okay. Because He listened. Finally.I admit, I thought it was over. I really believed it.But sometimes the best intentions, or our best guesses, are wrong, because in the heat of the moment, we don't see straight, we make a miscalculation, we underestimate the person we thought we knew...And then they shine forth with the light we should have known they possessed, the brightness that made us love them in the first place.Thank God I have a shiner, one who sparkles.I am forgiven, and so is He. ...
→ Truesub's Journal | 11 Sep 2010 | 3:34pm GMT
It's a game I play with myself. Like convincing myself of His superiority and the secondary nature of my needs. Like the mandate that I must not have expectations, argue, cause disagreements, make trouble. I should only express opinions, wants, or objections at the right time, in the right way, and give up on them if they run against His wishes. All these things are counter-intuitive, but I have tried to practice them in the name of something higher: Submission.It's a worthy goal: submitting to someone you love, who loves you back, who has your best inerests at heart, for the sake of peace. It's a nice idea. I like it. Practical? Depends. Easy? Definitely not. Fun? Someti...
→ Truesub's Journal | 2 Sep 2010 | 12:03am GMT
yes, this is for my Sweet Sami, the one I have never met but feel like I know intimately...happy birthday, little one...the one who makes me smile and cry and want to hold and love you like a momma hugs her baby, like a little girl holds a kitten, just like your Papa loves you...we are sisters. kisses.
→ Submissive Reflections | 29 Aug 2010 | 12:57pm GMT
I am so stressed. I have been sick, a cold, which I have unfortunately passed on to the little man. Nicholas has spent the last two nights coughing and not sleeping, which means I have not slept either. Mac is away and I am exhausted, but life doesn?t stop, Sarah Jane doesn't stop, Mac can?t stop, just because I am sick. Nicholas needs me constantly. I need sleep! I know it will pass. My cough
→ Submissive Reflections | 10 Aug 2010 | 8:46am GMT
I found that misunderstandings kept happening between Mac and I. Not big deals, just little things that left us both feeling a little titchy with each other. As the titchiness set in the misunderstandings kept coming which meant the titch took up permanant residence and I didn't like it. I didn't like it at all. I hated feeling that grating edge between us.So I decided to go back to the basics.
→ Submissive Reflections | 26 Jul 2010 | 7:50am GMT
It is funny how two people can be a part of the same conversation and hear two completely different things.I read an article a few years ago that I recall at times like that. It says that we are all the own little gods of our thoughts and that no one hears us exactly the way we mean them too. The things we say and the things we hear are all filtered through our life experiences, our own values
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 23 Jul 2010 | 4:23pm GMT
OK, so people who know Master and i well know that someone near and very dear to us came out a few months ago (at the age of 80, i might add!) In the weeks and months in between she's been just an absolute pleasure to be around, no more fighting, no weird uber-conservative comments, no snarky remarks about hair or tattoos....just pleasant. Also, a huge thirst for music. She asked us to get tickets for Melissa Etheridge. Really? Hmmm.... i think the last concert she went to was Frank Sinatra back in the late 40's or 50's. Master hustled up some dynamite tickets and then the anticipation began to build. She was so excited!To be honest, Master and i were a bit apprehensive. Melissa's not exactl...
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 20 Jul 2010 | 7:54pm GMT
No matter what century - someone, somewhere, somehow....has been carting LiLu to the vet. :-)Today we got to decrease her prednisone, so hopefully she'll sleep thru the night and i won't have to wake up every 45 minutes to let her out to pee. This coming Saturday she'll be getting chemo #5.
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 12 Jul 2010 | 7:43pm GMT
For those of you lucky enough to be in the NYC area tonight, please enjoy this! Manhattenhenge.
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 8 Jul 2010 | 4:00pm GMT
After a brutal and distressing Friday, in which i got another pay cut at work - it was time for a blessed and much needed 3 day weekend. Friday night was spent at home and was quiet and full of hot sexy fun. (This might be too much information, but i've been having a serious issue with a total cessation of my sex drive. Be it from the "Peri-menopause" or whatever. It was just gone, bye-bye sex drive. However, i believe that due to the changes in diet and supplements i've been taking, it's back. In force. Like i was when i was 20. No kidding!) Saturday we headed off to the gym. i was determined to set some PB's (personal bests) since it was the 8th anniversary of my ITP diagnosis. :-) So, the...
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 1 Jul 2010 | 2:55pm GMT
Last night as Master was watching TV and i was reading a book.. He stepped away for a second, i happened to glance at the screen, only to see a preview of the 11:00 news. i saw this picture and a very serious sounding voice over talking about a criminal who has been robbing stores in NYC. This is a real police sketch. Really. i'm not kidding. i was laughing so hard i couldn't breathe - Master came back in the room and was all like "what the fuck are you lying on the floor and choking for?" Until i hit rewind on the DVR. He promptly slid on the floor like a boneless fish fillet and joined me in my hysteria. So, without further ado, i bring to you the dastardly Cat Burglar! (i feel suspiciousl...
→ Submissive Reflections | 27 Jun 2010 | 12:51pm GMT
Mac and I have had a very special week. It was one of those beautiful times where we had time to fall head over heels in love with each other again. Everything just fell into place and gave us time to devote to each other. It was so easy. It was simple and comfortable and still warm, like we had never left it behind. We couldn't get enough of each other, couldn't be close enough to each other,
→ Submissive Reflections | 16 Jun 2010 | 12:59pm GMT
Poiuy asked how I felt about being used by Mac. I had to take a moment to think about it. It's not that I don't like being used. I am quite proud of the fact that Mac knows He can wake me at any time without fuss or need for a production and just get Himself off. I like that He knows I am available to Him. It does make me happy.It's just that there are times that I want more than to have a quick
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 14 Jun 2010 | 6:01pm GMT
Hot, sexy, fun, hard work, laughter, tears, draining, recharging, empowering, learning, getting pinned, getting laid, new friends, reconnecting with old friends, a cigar-ash-covered-delicious boy.....Yup, another amazing time at SELF.It's hard to even begin writing my adventures down. What an amazing weekend. i *so* needed to recharge my "leather batteries" and this was exactly what i needed. An amazing judging panel that i was lucky enough to be a part of. i'll write more once i have a chance to process it all. Back at the home front, the dogs were absolutely wild while we were away. One side effect of the meds the queen is on is that she has to pee a lot. When i say a lot, i mean..... holy...
→ the slave quarters @ Household of Sir Larry | 8 Jun 2010 | 7:06pm GMT
What a lovely Leather/Pride weekend. HOT! Saturday i got to spend some time with Jake, and Alex (and Alex's lovely friends...) and the Daddies...and everyone! Fun! Foreplay rocked as usual. We even had a Bootblack Jim sighting! :-) Sunday, we marched in the Asbury Park Pride Parade. i got to carry the Girl Pride Flag. Again it was hot, but i had such a great time. i have to say that i feel the best that i have in a long time. Between all the hard work in the gym, the stretching, the change to my diet (90% paleo/primal) and all the suppliments i'm taking - my joints didn't ache and my hips didn't hurt after standing on concrete all day Saturday nor marching on asphalt on Sunday. Usually after...
→ Truesub's Journal | 13 May 2010 | 2:42pm GMT
Happy B-day, Ulfrslady!! Hugs!
→ Truesub's Journal | 5 May 2010 | 3:21pm GMT
Happy Birthday, spirited soul. I hope it is a good day for you!
→ Truesub's Journal | 18 Apr 2010 | 11:26am GMT
Fortunate Slave! Happy birthday, you slut!!!Next page
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