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	TSR : Web boards : Internal Enslavement : "Introductions" 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 Introductions (93) This topic is now full - if you want to reply, please make a new post on the board itself. This post is on the Internal Enslavement web board. 22 Jul 05, 3:21 PM 000-518-489 UK, 7 yrs Tanos wrote: Let's try to get the ball rolling with some introductions ... My turn I guess! I'm Fi, aged 19 (20 in September, which I personally find scary), from South West England. I'm a Music student at one of the top Universities for Music in the country (just finished my first year), and spend at least half the year very close to London while living on campus. I started exploring the scene last October, not very long after I had started at Uni, probably because I now had the independence and privacy to do what I had wanted to do for so long. I met my first Master in November 2004, and he released me in February 2005 after I went through a pregnancy scare and could no longer trust him (if you desperately want details, then just message me or something). A month later I met Sir. He was extremely patient with me, putting no pressure on me and gradually earning my trust. I am now happily owned by Him and loving almost every second of it (especially as he's accepted I have the lowest pain threshold in existence - I bruise from his cats stepping on me). So yes... that's me... I know Debs who posted earlier on in this thread, and probably know others who have yet to post here. I look forwards to meeting others of you! Fi. xxx 23 Jul 05, 12:30 AM angel_creatureCK UK, 9 yrs Y! Tanos wrote: Let's try to get the ball rolling with some introductions ... Ok, who's next? angel_creatureCK wrote: it';s on my to-do-list! X from a busy busy slave X 23 Jul 05, 10:52 PM allalone47 US(OH), 6 yrs Tanos wrote: Let's try to get the ball rolling with some introductions ... I no this is a slave register but can a Dom. Show up and intro. himself. Hello. I ma a Dom in The U.S. and have been trying to get into th sceen for over 20 years, and have been studing for at least that long. I first found out aout it when I was in the US army in Germany. I kind of just backed into it, and found out what was missing in my life from the time I could first remember. 24 Jul 05, 11:13 PM Chastiser 12 yrs here goes then........... my name is Mike, chasing 48 and have been in the scene on and off for many years. my first experience of anything to do with bdsm etc. on an open level was going to a bdsm club in lisbon when i was 17. this was when i was in the navy and a much older pal realised the normal 'disco' scene was just not doing it for me. i am currently in a 24/7 M/s relationship with isouda, who also posts on here. i have developed some, to me, interesting ways of controlling, using some mesmerism techniques combined with a bit of pablov thrown in for good measure. there was an article about this a few years ago, when sarah (of firm fame) wrote about me in penthouse variations (me 5 mins of fame). i had to come up with a name for the process for the article so called it iku romicon (iku - orgasm, romikon - remote control, from the japanese). over the years i have had several websites. the main purpose behind them, to be a vehicle for safety rules etc. which have always been clearly promulgated. the rest has usually just been for fun. it does give me a bit of an insight though, as to how much tanos has to put into this. interestingly, my sites have always linked I/C, some indication of my feelings for his sites. a few years ago, i used to run the hertfordshire munch, in colney heath. my fav club i guess is the gate, although havent been for a while now. anything else you want to know, just ask. i dont bite, much(grin). Mike Let Me unchain your mind and your sexuality will follow. www.chastisersworld.com/auction The Kink Friendly Auction site that is free to buyer and seller. 25 Jul 05, 8:52 PM autonne US, 6 yrs Hi.... I'm a submissive living in NYC. Almost 45yo., in midst of career change, interested in arts, films, music, dance, and everything NYC has to offer. I have been searching for an owner for what seems like eons now. Alas, no luck. Still, have met many interesting folk, and am learning gobs. I've joined this site in hopes of learning, and also connecting to like-minded people since in real life I have rather few friends in the lifestyle. 27 Jul 05, 10:14 PM slave_azure US, 6 yrs Y! autonne wrote: Hi.... I'm a submissive living in NYC. Almost 45yo., in midst of career change, interested in arts, films, music, dance, and everything NYC has to offer. I have been searching for an owner for what seems like eons now. Alas, no luck. Still, have met many interesting folk, and am learning gobs. I've joined this site in hopes of learning, and also connecting to like-minded people since in real life I have rather few friends in the lifestyle. Greetings A/all, am a male slave living in VERY rural central Montana....Having read all the posts in this thread, am once again reminded how 'unusual' my stuation is....Have found very little info either online or in 'Real Life' about how to blossom as a 'True slave'....Do not engage in 'public play parties', but am sure if Future Owner desired/required it, this one would flow with Joy through the experience....Have been collared twice, the second Owner and i lived 24/7 for 4 months before realizing W.we were not truly destined to fulfill each O/other... Am very excited about being allowed to visit a Domme in Seattle (sp?)next week for a 9 day 'audition'.... Just recently registered here, have been very thankful for this site as a 'Mentor' in my 'new life'.... Until or unless 'Potential Owner' forbids it, this slave looks forward to getting to know Y/you all better, y/your Wisdom is greatly appreciated... slave_azure 28 Jul 05, 11:26 AM inquisitor LU, 9 yrs Y! Tanos wrote: Let's try to get the ball rolling with some introductions ... I'm one of many guys in his forties who'd like to own, but doesn't. I think it might be useful to say why, because I suspect many other guys have been through the same process (unless I really am that odd). I was a teen in the 70s, becoming aware of my sexuality whilst being taught, quite rightly, that I shouldn't hurt people, especially women. Unfortunately, the communication was shallow & crude, and I did not comprehend the subtle exception of "unless she rather wants me to". This led me to the not unsuprising conflict between civilised behaviour and sexuality. I thought there was something seriously unacceptable with me, and I went on to deal with it by avoiding relationships & concentrating on other aspects of my life. It did not help that my father was long dead and I went to a single sex school; I had no male role model whom I trusted sufficiently to talk about such things, & no significant contact with girls of my own age to introduce me to the complexity of human nature. I slowly resolved the conflict over the decades. I experimented with vanilla relationships, & they just don't work for me. I have now accept my dominant sadistic sexuality although I still don't like it (it'd be much easier to be vanilla, but then it'd be much easier to be stupid). Now I find myself, in my mid-40s, one of many such guys yearning to be the Master in a 24/7 TPE relationship. I have no kids, but would love to be a father, which means, unfortunately, I have to find a partner who is significantly younger than me. There must be zillions like me. I've seen people give themselves simple life goals, reach them, & fade like a snowflake in the palm of the hand. So I've set a life goal of journey, not destination, to have an acknowledged impact on the next civilisation. I'm enjoying the attempt, & I believe I've achieved a footnote in a future thesis, but am nowhere near my acme. If you want to find out more, browse my website (linked from my profile). The consequence is that, although I've resolved the conflict between my conscience and my sexuality, any search for, or life with, a 24/7 TPe slave can never be the first priority of my life. Given the competition of other guys out there, I accept that means I'm likely to remain alone. You know, I like this introduction so much it's now on my profile! 29 Jul 05, 3:22 PM 644-884-919 US, 6 yrs Y! Tanos wrote: Let's try to get the ball rolling with some introductions ... Hello. I'm a middle-aged (loud snickers in background) male living in Texas. I've been into self-bondage since before puberty but have never been in a serious bdsm relationship and have participated in the bdsm scene only sporatically. Publically, I am about as vanilla as they come; privately, I dream of wearing chains 24/7. My bondage fantasies have always included enslavement of some kind (why else is someone put into chains?) but, in self-bondage, the sub gets to invent the dom, so my doms have always been exactly to my liking! (Except that time when He/She/i set the timer incorrectly, got me stuck and the neighbors had to rescue me!) As I get older, my fantasies rise closer and closer to the surface. Lately, those fantasies are breaking the surface into reality. I've achieved all the dreams I had as a child except for full-time bondage. I find myself wearing bondage gear in public, sleeping in chains and generally pushing the limits of public acceptability as far as I can without wrecking my vanilla public life. Some days, I wish someone would dramatically "out" me, bring my whole vanilla existence crashing down and force me to seek my life in the bdsm world. My dilema at this point is that I yearn to be a full-time slave in a 24/7 bondage relationship but I'm not sure how I'd react to being owned. I've done enough bondage to know I'd love being kept bond 24/7; the emotional aspects are what scare me. For the record, I am bi-sexual and my fantasy owners alternate between male and female. You can find out more about me at my website: www.geocities.com/dungeonmouse51 There are no pictures on the site, just stories and essays I've written. I've enjoyed this forum the few days I've been a member. I'm looking forward to hearing from all of you on many subjects. dungeonmouse 29 Jul 05, 6:25 PM reina_esclava 6 yrs Tanos wrote: Let's try to get the ball rolling with some introductions ... I am a full-time 24/7 middle-aged slave from the US married to Master. I have been in this relationship for over 4 years now. On the night we consummated the relationship, I gave myself over to Master, saying, "I am yours." I had never been in a master/slave relationship before. The idea of such a relationship was new to him, but he took well to it because he is naturally a dominant type. He liked the idea of actually owning a slave and eventually collared me. I don't have a regular job outside Master's house, so I am entirely his to do his bidding around the clock. My job is to make Master's life easier. My duties include taking care of Master's house and dog, running errands, handling correspondence and making phone calls, shopping for food and preparing meals, giving massages (very important to Master), and being Master's whore to use as he wishes. We sometimes engage in BDSM-type activities, but this is more my kink than his. The relationship is more D/s than anything else and probably most closely resembles an old-fashioned marriage with the male as head of household. The name I use was given to me by him and relates to my dual status as wife ("queen" of the "castle", subject to the "king") and slave. reina esclava Next page