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	TSR : Web boards : Other Topics : "Has Master turned me into a prostitute?" 1 2 3 4 Has Master turned me into a prostitute? (33) This post is on the Other Topics web board. Wed 8 Feb 12, 5:16 PM 683-481-278 UK, 3 mths My Master of over 2 years has always let his friends have sex with me. He always used to watch until 5 months ago when he left me overnight at his friend's house, and told me to do whatever his friend wanted. This is now been happening a couple of times a week with various friends of his. I am not complaining and I do realise that my Master can do whatever he wants with me. It's just that I was left overnight with one of his friends 6 weeks ago and the next morning his friend said to me “that's the best £75 that I have ever spent”. I told Master what his friend had said and he said he would have to think about charging more for me. I wanted to talk about it but Master told me that he is keeping me safe and has instructed his friends to always use condoms for my protection. Apart from that he has nothing else to say about it. I just feel that I am being used which is stupid because I am there for Master to use me. The difference is that I used to feel like I meant something to him and whatever he made me do it was ok because I felt that he loved and treasured me. Now that I know other men are paying to have sex with me it makes me feel like a prostitute and I no longer feel loved. I don't mind making money for Master or having sex with those men for him but I do feel lonely and confused for the first time since meeting my Master. Please can anyone help me understand? Is it just a phase I am going through? I am only 21 and this is the longest relationship I have ever had and the only Master I have ever had. 8 Feb 12, 5:35 PM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs This is just my opinion but if your Master is charging money for others to have sex with you, it is illegal and yes he is prostituting you. Just because it is his friends does not mean that the authorities won't hear about it. If that happens you could be charged which will have an impact on your future. I personally don't think your Master is looking out for your best interests or keeping you safe with his actions. Sounds like you have a lot to think about. If this makes you feel uncomfortable and not loved, you might want to have a discussion with your Master. Was this an agreement when you first started out with your Master because it sounds to me like he is not living up to his part as Master. All the best with your decision. Disclaimer: My thoughts and writing style may differ from yours. I take no responsibility for your perception. Read at your own risk. 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away - unknown 8 Feb 12, 6:01 PM Daddyz_lil_princess US(NY), 4 mths im using i, but this is a time i feel Master may not mind. I totally agree that you need to serially think about it cuz there are lots of legal ramifications in this fir you, it could totally ruin your future and will always be on your record, so it is worthy of much soul searching and a lengthy discussion with your Master as I don't feel he is keeping you safe and looking out fir your best interests. I Master ever dud thus with me, I would not feel loved or respected either and changes would have to be made either He protected me or I would ask to leave... I'm sorry you are made to feel unloved at this point! 8 Feb 12, 6:23 PM lil_princesses_Daddy UK, 4 mths It has always been My view that just because a submissive or a slave chooses this lifestyle it does not make him/her a slut. In My opinion your Master is nasty piece of shit and I have scrapped better things of the soles of My shoes. What if the next step is for him to say no protection where does that leave you with sexualy transmitted deseases. I would suggest get out before things get any worse, it is illeagal for a start and just fuckin wrong. I wish you all the best with this but My advise, get the fuck out of there before it's too late 8 Feb 12, 6:43 PM Glinda UK, 2 yrs 683-481-278 wrote: Has Master turned me into a prostitute? My Master of over 2 years has always let his friends have sex with me. He always used to watch until 5 months ago when he left me overnight at his friend's house, and told me to do whatever his friend wanted. This is now been happening a couple of times a week with various friends of his. I am not complaining and I do realise that my Master can do whatever he wants with me. It's just that I was left overnight with one of his friends 6 weeks ago and the next morning his friend said to me “that's the best £75 that I have ever spent”. I told Master what his friend had said and he said he would have to think about charging more for me. I wanted to talk about it but Master told me that he is keeping me safe and has instructed his friends to always use condoms for my protection. Apart from that he has nothing else to say about it. I just feel that I am being used which is stupid because I am there for Master to use me. The difference is that I used to feel like I meant something to him and whatever he made me do it was ok because I felt that he loved and treasured me. Now that I know other men are paying to have sex with me it makes me feel like a prostitute and I no longer feel loved. I don't mind making money for Master or having sex with those men for him but I do feel lonely and confused for the first time since meeting my Master. Please can anyone help me understand? Is it just a phase I am going through? I am only 21 and this is the longest relationship I have ever had and the only Master I have ever had. In the UK the act of prostitution by itself is not illegal but certain activities around it can be criminal. Things like soliciting, kerb-crawling and inciting prostitution and controlling it for personal gain (which is what the man you refer to as your master appears to be doing) are classed as criminal activities. You actually say yourself you feel like you are being "used" and it does sound like this man is just using you for financial gain but you seem to have strong feelings for him, so regardless of other people's opinions it's down to you how you choose to handle the way he's using you. 8 Feb 12, 9:08 PM 683-481-278 UK, 3 mths Thank you 333-528-841 , lil_tinkerbell, lil_tinks_Master and Glinda for your replies. I suppose I knew that I need to get out and I have even looked at shelters where I can go if I do leave him but I was hoping it was just me being silly. In answer to your question 333-528-841 I did agree from the start that I would do anything he told me and he did make it clear that I would have to have sex with his friends. He actually told me that I wasn't a whore because it wasn't my choice and I accepted what he said. The thing is it sounds like I am now going back on my promises but Master never said anything about making me a prostitute and when I promised to do anything he said, It was my understanding that he would keep me safe and most of all that he would love me. lil_tinks_Master I have never thought about unprotected sex but what you say makes me wonder if that is something he is going to demand in the future. I don't know what I would do in that situation but I know it would be stupid to have unprotected sex and even though I agreed to do anything he said I never thought I would be in danger. So now that my thoughts have been confirmed is there any advice about how to end this. Master will not talk to me about the prostitution and I am sure that if I tell him that I want to leave he will say I can't leave because I am his property and I did agree to be his property. I am thinking it would be easiest for me to just leave when he is out and leave him a note explaining why. I know it's a bit under hand to do that but I am already disrespecting him by discussing this with others. So unless anyone thinks I am making a massive mistake by acting this way I will leave him and never go back. 8 Feb 12, 9:21 PM Daddyz_lil_princess US(NY), 4 mths It is in the end your decision, however, if He won't listen and keep you safe, in my opinion He nit being a good Master. Master was very outspoken but honest in His opinion to you, some won't speak up for anyone, let alone their own, I am very lucky. As for leaving, jus my opinion it comes down to your safety, if you think your nit safe doing it save to face, than leaving when He's not there is the best option.. 8 Feb 12, 10:49 PM slave_torianna US(GA), 15 mths He doesnt deserve to be called a Master IMO. I can understand however, if Daddy did the same thing I know myself and my love for Him well enough that I wouldnt leave BUT all respect would be lost. It doesnt seem like he has your best interest at heart...only the best interest of his wallet. I truely do wish you the best bc I myself would be torn as well. Prayers and best wishes to you hun, slave torianna i dont walk in front or beside Daddy, i walk a step behind in my place, but close enough to grab His shirt tail if i ever get scared. i'm thankful to my Master that never leaves me behind. Thank you for loving someone like me Daddy. 8 Feb 12, 11:09 PM Mistress_Rebekah CA, 10 mths Y! I can understand the odd sex party, or your Master allowing his friends to use you in his presence or even the odd one-nighter (or a few hours) with a friend of his... but the money part, the fact that he is no longer present, and the fact that it is happening more frequently lead me to believe that your Master is looking out for "number one" and has lost sight of your best interests and the interests of his relationship with you. There is a distinct difference between owning someone as property and then turning that piece of property into a prostitute. If your Master is unwilling to discuss this with you, I would ask to be released. If he denies you your release, I would simply leave to a place he does not know where you are... immediately change your phone number, if you have a mobile phone, and do contact any mutual friends. If your Master is unwilling to discuss these grave concerns you have, he is no Master. I wish you the best of luck. It is terrible to hear that this has happened... this is exactly what others outside of this lifestyle grab onto and use against those of us who are serious about who/what we are vs. the players, fakes and assholes who abuse this to their advantage. Be well... stay safe. Look after yourself in this instance. M. Rebekah 8 Feb 12, 11:26 PM naughtyslave US, 2 yrs So this is a relationship...if both needs are not being met..leave and find someone that can meet your needs. Being a slave does not mean that you have to tolerate this treatment. The same strength you use to follow the orders is the same strength you will need to fight for yourself...to save yourself from situations like this. There is a huge difference in surrendering to His fantasies and surrendering to all of theirs with a money attached to it. i wish you strength and love for yourself...good luck! Take care, His naughtyslave 9 Feb 12, 1:19 AM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs If he won't discuss it with you and if you feel that you would be in ANY sort of danger by asking for release, leave when he isn't there. Just go. This lifestyle is supposed to be consenual, asking for release, IMO, is a moot point and making money off of you is not safe nor part of the deal of you being used by his friends. He is not a Master but rather being a pimp. I know it may be easier said than done but you really have to think about looking after number one.....which at this present time is you! If you feel he will look for you, go to a shelter, surround yourself with friends or family. Two years is a long time but you said you are 21 so you hav many more years to find someone who will love you, protect you and treat you as the prized possession you are. Take care of yoursef. Stay safe. Disclaimer: My thoughts and writing style may differ from yours. I take no responsibility for your perception. Read at your own risk. 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away - unknown Next page