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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "I'm so in love" 1 2 3 I'm so in love (22) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. Fri 9 Sep 11, 5:48 PM 455-308-741 US(CA), 8 mths I've been living this secret life and finally I'm able to share my thoughts and feelings. I was introduced to my Master about 6 months ago. Not knowing I was being dominated the sex was wonderful. My Master started introducing me to things I have never used in the bedroom before..I've never had so many orgasms in my Life. At times it feels so overwhelming..am I suppose to feel that way? I'm not able to see my Master everyday because he's married. I love him so much for not ever making me feel like the "other woman." When he's away we communicate through texting and email.. when he's at work we talk on the phone for hours. I never knew I wanted to be a sub/ slave. I guess its always been apart of me. I have so many questions so many things I would like to knw...I've learned a lot from my Master and other slaves by reading past post. I'm still in training...its quite difficult when your used to being in a traditional relationship. I'm going to stop for now before I post a book...lol..so any advice for the newcomer would be great! 9 Sep 11, 6:12 PM naughtyslave US, 2 yrs 455-308-741 wrote: I'm so in love I've been living this secret life and finally I'm able to share my thoughts and feelings. I was introduced to my Master about 6 months ago. Not knowing I was being dominated the sex was wonderful. My Master started introducing me to things I have never used in the bedroom before..I've never had so many orgasms in my Life. At times it feels so overwhelming..am I suppose to feel that way? <smiles> Congrats on the explosion of passion..yes it can be extremely overwhelming,but i think that is what makes it so wonderful. When emotions that you never knew you had explode out of every pore that you have... leaving you speachless...breathless..and in tears all at the same time.When all you can do is look into His eyes and hope He understands just how amazing you think He is.... i know i am sounding like a sales rep for fetlife..however there are truly alot of groups that could fit your needs there. The newbies group for one can answer so many of your questions. This is an exciting time for you and i am sure its making you crave as much imformation as you can get...trying to figure out why this happens or that...those groups cover so much of that. Good luck on your journey with Him..hope it finds you at peace and delightfully happy! Beautiful profile picture by the way <winks> take care His naughtyslave 9 Sep 11, 6:14 PM naughtyslave US, 2 yrs Oh and welcome to TSR...hope you enjoy the community! take care His naughtyslave 9 Sep 11, 11:38 PM SirStrict43 UK, 6 yrs Just a sobering and maybe not so welcome thought but if he can betray his wife this easily are you sure he will not betray you? Of course it is possible his marriage is in a state of disrepair but I wonder if there are any children? SS 10 Sep 11, 12:03 AM naughtyslave US, 2 yrs SirStrict43 wrote: Just a sobering and maybe not so welcome thought but if he can betray his wife this easily are you sure he will not betray you? Of course it is possible his marriage is in a state of disrepair but I wonder if there are any children? SS Sir, i am sure she is quite aware of all the hazards involved in this sort of relationship...i am sure that her and the Master have taken everything into consideration... The fact is things like this happen...and people do the best they can with their situations they become involved in... It is obvious how most feel at tsr about these sort of relationships...so sometimes it would be nice to over look what might seem to be alarming to some/most and just wish them well...maybe cross your fingers for the ones that might be torn apart by this connection. i know that You mean well,as do i...i just feel for the people that fall into this... sorry for rambling... take care His naughtyslave 10 Sep 11, 12:53 AM GerardVanDam NL, 4 yrs Does he betray his wife??? For all we know he may well be just a normal poly. Or he and his wife have agreed that he can have more women if he likes. English is not my first language. For many here it is difficult to express their feelings. If I make mistakes, please tell me. 10 Sep 11, 1:17 AM 455-308-741 US(CA), 8 mths SirStrict43 wrote: Just a sobering and maybe not so welcome thought but if he can betray his wife this easily are you sure he will not betray you? Of course it is possible his marriage is in a state of disrepair but I wonder if there are any children? SS Sir, I am sure he will not betray me..he is my Master and I trust him and if things got to complicated he would let me know. My master's wife is not aware of our relationship and she will never find out. I am here to serve him and give him everything he doesn't get from his wife. If everything was honky dory at home there would be no me. 10 Sep 11, 1:26 AM 455-308-741 US(CA), 8 mths naughtyslave wrote: SirStrict43 wrote: Just a sobering and maybe not so welcome thought but if he can betray his wife this easily are you sure he will not betray you? Of course it is possible his marriage is in a state of disrepair but I wonder if there are any children? SS Sir, i am sure she is quite aware of all the hazards involved in this sort of relationship...i am sure that her and the Master have taken everything into consideration... The fact is things like this happen...and people do the best they can with their situations they become involved in... It is obvious how most feel at tsr about these sort of relationships...so sometimes it would be nice to over look what might seem to be alarming to some/most and just wish them well...maybe cross your fingers for the ones that might be torn apart by this connection. i know that You mean well,as do i...i just feel for the people that fall into this... sorry for rambling... @naughtyslave..you are so right. We have talked about the hazards, am I able to handle such a relationship? I tell him I'm a big girl but deep down I'm scared because I am attached now feelings have grown the thought of him not being in my life scares the crap out of me. 10 Sep 11, 2:10 AM slave_emma US(OK), 6 yrs Y! 455-308-741 wrote: I am sure he will not betray me..he is my Master and I trust him and if things got to complicated he would let me know. My master's wife is not aware of our relationship and she will never find out. I am here to serve him and give him everything he doesn't get from his wife. If everything was honky dory at home there would be no me. So he doesn't get sex from his wife? It does sound like sex is the basis of your relationship with the married man. You are the other woman. Not to sound harsh, but this man likes you because you are more than excited to have sex whenever and his wife is probably tired from dealing with kids, chores, work, illness, and/or whatever else in her life. So instead of helping her, he runs away from his problems into your arms. He could get sex from his wife if he wanted too, but that would take work. He would have to help her and help her get to a point where she wants too. With you he doesn't have to work at. You are ready and willing. Given that your Master is lying to his wife about you; you will have to be especially careful not to get hurt. If he can lie to his wife; he can lie to you. In the end, someone is going to get hurt. Eventually, the wife will find out and the married man will either be shown the door by the wife or forced to make a choice between the two of you. All the wife has to do to find out is pick up his cell phone and start reading text messages or look at the cell phone bill and question all the text messages sent to you. How would you feel if the situation was reversed? Let's say you had to have surgery and were unable to have sex for a period of a few months. Your Master decided to have a secret affair which was putting your health and financial wellbeing in danger because you were not able to fully service him? How would you feel if your Master was having sex with some woman you didn't know, who could for all you know have an STD? How would you feel when you found out that all those 'business dinners' and 'over night business trips' your Master went to without taking you was just him taking money away from your family for him to get an easy lay? Best wishes, slave emma Master Howard's little girl 10 Sep 11, 2:55 AM 455-308-741 US(CA), 8 mths slave_emma wrote: 455-308-741 wrote: I am sure he will not betray me..he is my Master and I trust him and if things got to complicated he would let me know. My master's wife is not aware of our relationship and she will never find out. I am here to serve him and give him everything he doesn't get from his wife. If everything was honky dory at home there would be no me. So he doesn't get sex from his wife? It does sound like sex is the basis of your relationship with the married man. You are the other woman. Not to sound harsh, but this man likes you because you are more than excited to have sex whenever and his wife is probably tired from dealing with kids, chores, work, illness, and/or whatever else in her life. So instead of helping her, he runs away from his problems into your arms. He could get sex from his wife if he wanted too, but that would take work. He would have to help her and help her get to a point where she wants too. With you he doesn't have to work at. You are ready and willing. Given that your Master is lying to his wife about you; you will have to be especially careful not to get hurt. If he can lie to his wife; he can lie to you. In the end, someone is going to get hurt. Eventually, the wife will find out and the married man will either be shown the door by the wife or forced to make a choice between the two of you. All the wife has to do to find out is pick up his cell phone and start reading text messages or look at the cell phone bill and question all the text messages sent to you. How would you feel if the situation was reversed? Let's say you had to have surgery and were unable to have sex for a period of a few months. Your Master decided to have a secret affair which was putting your health and financial wellbeing in danger because you were not able to fully service him? How would you feel if your Master was having sex with some woman you didn't know, who could for all you know have an STD? How would you feel when you found out that all those 'business dinners' and 'over night business trips' your Master went to without taking you was just him taking money away from your family for him to get an easy lay? Best wishes, slave emma Well..your speaking about things I don't worry myself about. I'm confident enough that my Master is in control of the situation..besides I am his pet..his slave bitch..little girl..whore and slut and I love every moment with him. 10 Sep 11, 3:12 AM Mistress_Rebekah CA, 10 mths Y! Just out of curiosity... In what other ways are you a "slave" to your Master, aside from giving him whatever he desires in the bedroom? If the two of you are not together 24/7... does he command you to do certain things during separation and then prove it to him... does he give you instructions other than "be good... until next time"... does he take the "Master" role when the two of you are not having sexual relations in any way? Honestly, you really should be thinking about some of the "other" things and not just trusting that your Master is going to do all of the considering... especially since your relationship seems to be built on the physical/ sexual... As was said in many a previous post, when you're playing with fire you're bound to get burnt... and since you're "so in love" it'll be that much worse. It kind of sounds like you "get off" knowing you're messing around with a married-man... and that you're into bedroom kink... That's just how your posts have come across... Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong. M. Rebekah Next page