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	TSR : Web boards : Other Topics : "Internal Enslavement" 1 2 Internal Enslavement (11) This post is on the Other Topics web board (moved from Internal Enslavement). Thu 29 Jul 10, 7:27 PM Jane_Doe 22 mths Why does this girl sometimes fall into despair? Her bitter heart-shaped box; left rattling away; an emptiness consumed, with disavowal. Why does this soul feel locked away? Her hopes and dreams; slowly crushing, before her weary eyes. Why does she feel so voracious? Her incessant yearning; winding around her thoughts; cutting off the oxygen, to her daily function. All she craves is the sweet ascendancy; to be lavishly deigned, and ardently imposed on; to have the all mighty power of her exquisite match; bear down on her, like ten thousand tons of Tungsten bricks. Why o why cruel fate; have you not determined my woeful existence, with he who is paramount? Please, mother and father whom reign in the skies; tell me that my superior will come, and rescue me from this mundane turmoil; tell me that you have him waiting, and this strained being will not need wait but for a few aching minutes, hours; so long as this feeble creature can know, that she will fall into his arms, and then to his holy feet, where their minds and bodies will wrench and flourish in utter vivacity, for the rest of all infiniteness. This girl has never felt such bliss, when her hands are bound above her head with her Master's eyes laid upon her Edited Sun 1 Aug 10, 6:36 PM by Jane_Doe 31 Jul 10, 7:51 AM pet_ka_MJ CA, 2 yrs Nice bit of creativeness... your point is With courage you will dare to take risks, have the strength to be compassionate, and the wisdom to be humble. Courage is the foundation of integrity. - Keshavan Nair 31 Jul 10, 8:46 AM thegildedlili 3 yrs pet_ka_MJ wrote: Nice bit of creativeness... your point is I must admit, despite the lovely poetic style of the post, I was wondering the same thing myself! i have no need, for such things, but to make you happy... Josh Pyke 31 Jul 10, 10:54 AM charlotte AU, 22 mths hmmmmm ok,, 31 Jul 10, 1:50 PM 281-314-060 US(MN), 19 mths Very nice; thank you for sharing. I hope you find the Master/Mistress you so crave. 31 Jul 10, 7:04 PM slavemastermark UK, 21 mths your poetic lines are moving....and engages interest. But please elaborate on what has happened to make you feel this way..... I can guess but more facts are needed 31 Jul 10, 8:00 PM Jane_Doe 22 mths Please forgive this girl, for not elaborating on this piece of writing. The post was displayed to stir interest, on the feelings of one who is without a Master, in a creative manner. Although this slave knows how it feels; to bear the pain of absence of direction from a D/O/M, she is fortunate enough to be in a progressive M/s relationship. The main objective of this topic, was to share some creative writing, and to connect with those who feel this pain. Thank you for reading! This girl has never felt such bliss, when her hands are bound above her head with her Master's eyes laid upon her 4 Aug 10, 10:45 AM mutable 2 yrs I'm curious girl v... do you live your life (actual social contact), have expectations and needs that mirror your writings? If so, my suggestion would be to put at least one foot on the ground, take your head out of the clouds and try a stab at realism. You write nicely, but it's not real life, is it. As has been suggested, have you looked at writing on a dedicated literary site? This will give you an outlet for your creativity, which may then help you focus on what is more likely to help you here. Of course, if your D-type encourages your postings here, in this particular manner, then please say so. 'We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are' Anais Nin 4 Aug 10, 12:06 PM Jane_Doe 22 mths mutable wrote: I'm curious girl v... do you live your life (actual social contact), have expectations and needs that mirror your writings? If so, my suggestion would be to put at least one foot on the ground, take your head out of the clouds and try a stab at realism. You write nicely, but it's not real life, is it. As has been suggested, have you looked at writing on a dedicated literary site? This will give you an outlet for your creativity, which may then help you focus on what is more likely to help you here. Of course, if your D-type encourages your postings here, in this particular manner, then please say so. Dear Mutable, Thank you for your reply. Absolutely, this girl would never post anything that Sir does not encourage; as it is His wish for v to explore her creative side, and He and His girl value this site. This one can see how it may be confusing for some readers, how the piece of prose conflicts with Sir's prosperous relationship with His girl; although He is very secure, and does not feel threatened by v's creative mind; however far it goes. This slave's expectations and needs do not mirror her writing. The writing is simply writing, and this girl pushes herself to write anything, as she adores creativity. Of course, it helps when you have felt certain emotions in the past, i.e. intense passion. Mutable, may you please explain to this girl, why you ask if she has social contact? v is confused how this relates to the writing. You say that v is unrealistic with her head in the clouds, and that although she writes nicely; it's not real life. This slave appreciates your opinion, and understands that you appear realistic, although this girl is idealistic, artistic, romantic and passionate, (she is not listing things you are not, she does not know you), and gets lost in ideas. she loves to connect with people, as she is an artist, music producer, poet, author, DJ; she throws herself in the arts with a lively passion, and feels extremely excited and fiery about her creative interests. Part of the reason this girl posted this topic on this site - apart from Sir advocating it, is because she respects the members here, and values their opinions, although, if her; trying to connect with members here, is offensive, then she will discuss it with her Owner. Best wishes, v This girl has never felt such bliss, when her hands are bound above her head with her Master's eyes laid upon her 9 Aug 10, 1:34 AM mutable 2 yrs What you write is not offensive, to me. Have you found somewhere worthwhile to express your literary creativity? I used to blog, but ended tying myself up in emotional knots. The only creativity I manage at the moment is 'reasons why I should not be spanked' and 'reasons why my son needs to clean his teeth twice a day'! Different strokes for different folkes I guess 'We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are' Anais Nin 9 Aug 10, 3:02 AM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs mutable wrote: The only creativity I manage at the moment is 'reasons why I should not be spanked' and 'reasons why my son needs to clean his teeth twice a day'! Love it!!!!! 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away - unknown Next page