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	TSR : Web boards : O&P : "i've been bad" i've been bad (8) This post is on the O&P web board. Wed 24 Mar 10, 4:00 PM paloma US(TX), 2 yrs i have no idea what is wrong with me this week. Monday i forgot to turn the oven off and Master Kurtz reprimanded me and i talked back so i got punished...well deserved too. Then i forgot to run the errands i was assigned yesterday...luckily Master Kurtz was more forgiving on my forgetfulness. This morning i left the house without my slave lock which i am NOT allowed to do and i got in trouble again. Master Kurtz said that next time i forget to wear my lock, i will be locked in the closet for an hour. my brain must be on vacation or i have some sort of rebellious streak going on right now. i am usually very obedient to Him. Crazy... 24 Mar 10, 4:23 PM 562-470-768 2 yrs 600-721-821 wrote: i've been bad i have no idea what is wrong with me this week. Monday i forgot to turn the oven off and Master Kurtz reprimanded me and i talked back so i got punished...well deserved too. Then i forgot to run the errands i was assigned yesterday...luckily Master Kurtz was more forgiving on my forgetfulness. This morning i left the house without my slave lock which i am NOT allowed to do and i got in trouble again. Master Kurtz said that next time i forget to wear my lock, i will be locked in the closet for an hour. my brain must be on vacation or i have some sort of rebellious streak going on right now. i am usually very obedient to Him. Crazy... this girl greets you, and then asks if you are perhaps distracted? it seems that you may have lost focus. then again, she did come across something a bit more 'indulgent' on this idea.. SLAVE/Submissive PMS. (No, not gender specific at all!) "It's not your normal run of the mill PMS. You don't have cramps or bloating or headaches or chills, but your mood is so out of whack that you are getting in trouble just by opening your mouth. You don't know where your submissive filter went, all you know is that it's gone and you're going to be paying for it with every utterance. This is submissive PMS." - http://www.submissiveguide.com/2009/06/submissiv... Master read that and had a good laugh, but he says that on some level it does make sense. she wish you good luck though, and hopes this pass for you... (you not pregnant are you?) We are all vanilla to some degree - for society will keep a foothold in our lives. We are all Dom/mes or slave/sub on some level, as there is ALWAYS someone weaker or stronger than you... 24 Mar 10, 4:54 PM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs Well, actually, I thought the same as 562. You never know how PMS will affect you. Have you been busy doing other things lately? Having a lot on the go can make me forget things. I will be trying to do various things and will get in a hurry, not thinking of seperate tasks and bingo!!! Oops, sorry, forgot that!! I find putting some things on my scheduler in my phone at times like that helps. Master knows my memory can be a bit erratic and so if it is for important things, he usually will text me to remind me of certain things. That gives me an extra backup to my phone. Hope your "phase" passes quickly. 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away - unknown 24 Mar 10, 5:24 PM paloma US(TX), 2 yrs this girl greets you, and then asks if you are perhaps distracted? it seems that you may have lost focus. then again, she did come across something a bit more 'indulgent' on this idea.. SLAVE/Submissive PMS. (No, not gender specific at all!) "It's not your normal run of the mill PMS. You don't have cramps or bloating or headaches or chills, but your mood is so out of whack that you are getting in trouble just by opening your mouth. You don't know where your submissive filter went, all you know is that it's gone and you're going to be paying for it with every utterance. This is submissive PMS." - http://www.submissiveguide.com/2009/06/submissiv... Master read that and had a good laugh, but he says that on some level it does make sense. she wish you good luck though, and hopes this pass for you... (you not pregnant are you?) [/quote] i am definitely not pregnant! LOL i have been tied off for 8 years now! It could just be a forgetful streak or what you suggested a slave pms. i have tried to get back in the mode but forgetting my lock just threw me off again. i never forget to leave the house without it. Not only does it make me feel naked but its emotionally upsetting to have one of the ties undone that keeps me close to Master Kurtz. He was quite displeased and when we met for breakfast He went down each one of my articles of clothing and said "Did you forget your shoes today?' and i said "No, Master" and didn't quite understand what He was getting at. Then when He said "Did you forget to button your shirt today?", i realized what His point was. Master grabbed my wrist and dug His nails in my skin and told me to never forget something that important again. He told me that He had my lock in His pocket and made me wait until after breakfast to receive my lock back. i was very very sorry and upset that i had forgotten my cherished possession from Master. i hope this passes soon. i do need to get more organized. Thank you for the advice. eternally the slave of Master Kurtz also known as His paloma http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhsWs212tOE 25 Mar 10, 2:52 PM 842-520-015 US, 4 yrs Y! This one understands completely, and has at certain times done the same thing. It's not that you've forgotten your place, sounds more like you are overwhelmed. She finds that when she is trying to be perfect and get everything done that needs done and still keep her normal routines, something gets forgotten or as you stated when it's pointed out to her, we get a little mouthy. This one suggests for you to take a deep breath, slow down, everything will fall into place. As long as you are trying your best to be pleasing to your Master, that's all he can ask for. Start planning ahead, double check to make sure everything's been turned off or that you haven't forgotten anything. Well wishes to you, aymelek Edited 25 Mar 10, 2:53 PM by 842-520-015 25 Mar 10, 3:03 PM slave_of_The_Tesh US(FL), 2 yrs My "slave PMS" usually occurs when I've about had it up to by eyebrows dealing with the family stress. I don't so much mind serving Master (most of the time). It's my family treating me like garbage and like I'm their maid that irks me and makes me more liable to "have a moment" when I haven't had time to cool off. Yesterday, for example, my sister picked a fight with me on the phone over the dishes not being done (it might kill her, y'see, to wash her own damn dishes) while I was at the store with Master and it made me irritable. I didn't have a chance to cool off from that irritability when Master picked a fight over the dumbest thing because He likes to play devil's advocate and intentionally argues just to annoy because He can. He knew I was irritable and nitpicked anyway, and I got annoyed with Him for doing it. That led to an ACTUAL argument on the way home from the store and we didn't really have time to talk it out before He had to go to class and I had to get Kidlet from school. We did work it out (we always do), but it still happened. His Beloved Owned and loved by The_Tesh This post has probably been edited for spelling/grammar because I'm weird like that. 25 Mar 10, 6:00 PM sweetgirl US(TX), 4 yrs i am so glad you posted this was exactly what i was trying to say in another post apparently i posted wrong and did not get the same responses you did. So thank you for your post it helped me to. Espically when some slaves post they would never disobey. EVERYONE messes up so its nice to see someone else admit it. Hope all goes better for you i think mine is looking up. 25 Mar 10, 10:13 PM paloma US(TX), 2 yrs paloma is grateful that Master Kurtz is very patient with her. He later told paloma that He knows she was having a bad day and usually doesn't misbehave. This week isn't going very well. paloma was very late to work during traffic still feels like the world is not in her favor. Hopefully tonight will be better...thank you for everyone's responses. eternally the slave of Master Kurtz also known as His paloma http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhsWs212tOE 27 Mar 10, 3:30 AM slave_of_The_Tesh US(FL), 2 yrs Then again, sometimes there are those moments where He *purposely* just makes me want to throttle Him... grrrr... Hard not to be a brat when one is pushed to a point of not really wanting to cooperate by the very person you're supposed to (want to) serve. I really hate being punished for something I had no control over. Details aren't really important, but the fact that He's all pissy and snippy at me when there's not a damn thing I could do about the situation and we both knew it is making ME all pissy and snippy. His Beloved Owned and loved by The_Tesh This post has probably been edited for spelling/grammar because I'm weird like that. Edited 27 Mar 10, 3:39 AM by slave_of_The_Tesh