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	TSR : Web boards : Other Topics : "One of many." One of many. (5) This post is on the Other Topics web board (moved from M/s D/s O&P). Mon 22 Mar 10, 1:25 PM RogueAngel NL, 3 yrs Y! This slave has been with her Master for 5 weeks in an online relationshp (for the moment). This slave has been happier and more at peace with herself in those 5 weeks than she has ever felt in her life. This slave's Master treats her very well and does His best to help her and explains everything to her when she encounters issues that worry her. Recently this slave discovered that although she is her Master's only slave, she is not His only relationship. In fact, from what her Master has told her, she is one of many. This slave feels so alone, and cannot understand why her Master needs her if He has so many others to tend to His needs and wants. He does not need her company, and certainly does not need her love. And with many of His female friends willing to serve Him, this slave wonders if she is of any use.? she has approached her Master and asked Him, and was told that He needs her, the why is not important. But to this slave, the why is very important, because she has lost her sense of purpose. 430-492-113 Property of Kevin Gill. 22 Mar 10, 1:43 PM 562-470-768 2 yrs this girl greets she has send you a memo, and ask that you follow the link too. she also would aks, what does the total amount of time, over five weeks, add up to? it will take time to figure out if he is a collector, or if he is simply going through the dating ritual of finding 'the one' that will fit his needs... at least he told you about it. as example this girl offers: a dear and close online friend of hers went 'fishing with dynamite'(as a good pirate does eh?). he managed to catch himself a few tasty little fishies along the way. but one little fish... she was a prize one. she knew about his other little toys, and she may not have been happy, but she was most happy to serve him. over a period of time, my dear online friend spend more and more time with his prized catch. in fact, out of his whole 'collection' he maintained the friendships with the others, but as his relationship with his girl is developing, she is slowly but surely learning to cater for ALL his needs and thus taking priority over the others. what this girl is saying... is that you may have an arse on your hand, or you may have a Owner that is simply making sure that his chances of finding his prize pet is widened. being together in an online relationship for 5 weeks may equate, in all reality, to little more than a week or two when all the time spend is added up. he may still be sorting out whether it will last or not. pity he did not make it clear up front. as for your feelings: this girl would ask - why do you feel alone? is he spending less time with you? why do you feel you do not have purpose? do you not serve him anymore? do you feel prhaps that you are competing? And if you are, do YOU want to win? this girl will be happy to talk to you, and even, if needed put you in touch with her Dynamite Fishihg Pirate friend - (who she knows is lurking around this board) and who may actually be able to help you understand from a Master's/male point of view. We are all vanilla to some degree - for society will keep a foothold in our lives. We are all Dom/mes or slave/sub on some level, as there is ALWAYS someone weaker or stronger than you... 22 Mar 10, 6:02 PM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs IMO, it sounds like your Master may have a need for various different relationships. Are they all online? You had a previous thread where you said your Master wasn't interested in any part of your life outside of your submission. Personally, I feel this thread ties into your previous one of "Does he Care about me?". There has to be trust and open, honest communication in any relationship, regardless of what type it may be. If your Master cannot or will not give you reasons and really talk to you, what else is he not telling you? That would be a question I would ask myself if it were me. If there are things that don't sit right with you and you have red flags popping up, you may want to reevaluate this relationship. Go with your gut. Don't settle for something you are not in sync with just because you have the need for submission. As I said in your earlier post,any Master with integrity would ensure the well being of his sub/slave. To leave questions you ask unanswered for no reason is not IMO, honourable. 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away - unknown 23 Mar 10, 6:57 PM RogueAngel NL, 3 yrs Y! This slave feels that she has done her Master a dis-service. She reacted, as she is apt to do, without thinking properly, and feels she has presented her Master in a bad light. Her Master told His slave He had many other relationships, and she jumped specifically on those words, without listening to the rest of His explanation. Her Master actually meant other friendships, not intimate relationships as His slave assumed. His slave misinterpreted His words and their meaning and reacted badly. This slave's Master is a good man, a good Master to His slave and she is lucky that He is so understanding of her. 430-492-113 Property of Kevin Gill. 23 Mar 10, 10:30 PM 562-470-768 2 yrs this girl maintains... perhaps it is time to call a 'time out' and lay the foundations for communication and expectations. but you know this. *hugs* she wishes you less sharks (chuckles) and more swimming. We are all vanilla to some degree - for society will keep a foothold in our lives. We are all Dom/mes or slave/sub on some level, as there is ALWAYS someone weaker or stronger than you... 24 Mar 10, 6:00 AM pet_ka_MJ CA, 2 yrs 430-492-113 wrote: This slave feels that she has done her Master a dis-service. She reacted, as she is apt to do, without thinking properly, and feels she has presented her Master in a bad light. Her Master told His slave He had many other relationships, and she jumped specifically on those words, without listening to the rest of His explanation. Her Master actually meant other friendships, not intimate relationships as His slave assumed. His slave misinterpreted His words and their meaning and reacted badly. This slave's Master is a good man, a good Master to His slave and she is lucky that He is so understanding of her. I have noticed from several of your posts that there is a lack of communication between you and your present Master. I would suggest that you take a moment to communication your feelings to your Master and try and resolve them that way. Coming here and seeking our advise is great, and you can gain insight, but if you have not even broached the topic with him or taken the time to understand what he is saying, our assistance can be of little value to you. I am a firm believer in discussing problems with my Master first and if they cannot be resolved between the two of us, then seeking assistance. You might find you do a lot better and feel more confident in your slavery if you start there. With courage you will dare to take risks, have the strength to be compassionate, and the wisdom to be humble. Courage is the foundation of integrity. - Keshavan Nair