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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "Does He really care.?" Does He really care.? (2) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. Mon 1 Mar 10, 7:38 AM RogueAngel NL, 3 yrs Y! My Master does not appear to be interested in knowing His slave outside of His ownership of her. He found His slave online, and is only concerned with her feelings for and submission to Him, and demands she tells Him everything of her thoughts about her submission, and how she feels about the tasks her Master sets her and what she thinks as a slave about those tasks. He is interested in knowing her as a slave, but not as a person. This slave has not been very well recently, and the situation she is in affects her ability to serve her Master as well as she would want, but her Master has already told her He has no interest in her domestic affairs. He also appears to have no interest in her health either. This slave wonders if perhaps she should volunteer the information, and face her Master's rebuttal or wait until she is asked.? And silently wonders if her Master really cares about her. 430-492-113 Property of Kevin Gill. 1 Mar 10, 8:36 AM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs I am sorry that you have not been well. I hope you feel better soon. Is your relationship online? If it is RL, I would think that your Master would be able to see you are not well and have no choice but to know about your life. I personally would question my relationship with someone who did not want to know me and my life. Any Master with integrity would ensure the wellbeing of his sub/slave. To me, it sounds like your Master is only interested in a part time relationship. If you are looking for more in a relationship, you will have to realize that you may not be in a relationship with the right type of person for you. A good relationship, whether vanilla, D/s or M/s cannot grow and flourish without honesty, communication and the real world being part of it. If your Master is not interested in knowing the real you, guiding you day to day and supporting you, you may have to say goodbye and look for an honourable Master who you can truly grow with. All the best to you. 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away 1 Mar 10, 12:31 PM 834-243-250 2 yrs I have to agree with Owned & Loved... A Master has a responsibility to you, and for him/her to be able to fully fulfill that, they need to know about you as a whole person. That will provide insight needed to be able to really get to your core and make you a better sub/slave. I hope you get well soon, but trust your instincts. If other things are tumultuous in your life right now and you are looking for a center, a grounding by a strong person, then having one that is only worried about a small slice of you is going to be harder and fulfill the ultimate desire you have. - Slave In Training