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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "IS THIS HEALTHY OR UNHEALTHY,THOUGHTS NEEDED" 1 2 IS THIS HEALTHY OR UNHEALTHY,THOUGHTS NEEDED (13) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. 15 Feb 10, 1:24 AM 256-617-004 US, 2 yrs Spike1977 wrote: this may be a stupid,even an unthinkable possibility to some, as i once did,but when i started to only respond to my Mistress/partner when she used my puppy name (spike) it got me wondering just how much the human mind could be reprogramed,anyone else ever have these concerns, or have even given it any thought? My D-type is in the military and I (once upon a time) was too. When I was addressed by peers or superiors, it was with my rank and last name or just my last name. Basically, we were/are conditioned to respond to our last names. Quickly. If I'm picking him out of the crowd and want his attention quickly, I use his last name. But for anything else I use his first name. Even now in situations involving the military (family readiness group meetings, company outings, etc) I'm more likely to perk up when I hear my maiden name rather than either my married or first name -- but I know I'm not being called or addressed. When I left basic training it took some time to start responding to my first name again simply because I was not used to hearing it. In a sense the name conditioning helped me keep my military and civilian world separate. Two different names, two different mindsets, two different worlds. Honestly, I wouldn't worry about it too much. 15 Feb 10, 3:01 AM fireflies US(TX), 4 yrs you are receiving a lot of great advice from everyone above, who have responded. There is little i can add, except that my conditioning and training as a slave over the years has made me a better slave, who pleasures her Master exactly as He requires!!! (Which is my personal goal every day!) For instance, i can now cum on command for my Master, i can also not orgasm when told not to cum, even while being fucked. Even though my Master controls my personal pleasure, i control my body now where i lacked control over it before. When i am allowed to cum, through training, i cum harder and longer than i ever did before and through constant reward, punishment and training my pain tolerance has been increased. i am proud of these accomplishments! i too hardly ever hear my "real name" spoken except for by family members, as my Master's slave name for me is used by Him 100% of the time when we are together. That is my name now and am happy that He loves me enough to give me a name with which he prefers to call me. If you are happy with the path your life is now on, then why care what other's think, feel or say..., as long as YOU are happy. That is ALL that matters in life! i am my Master's tattooed and pierced slave. i am His, He owns ALL of me, i do everything i can everyday to please Him. 15 Feb 10, 7:14 PM Spike1977 CA, 2 yrs thank you all for the great advice as it has really helped confirm that what i am feeling is normal,and something i should be proud of!i thank you all again for your time and advice, *bows in thanks* spike 1977