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	TSR : Web boards : Internal Enslavement : "Introductions...continued" 1 2 3 4 5 Introductions...continued (47) This post is on the Internal Enslavement web board. Wed 4 Nov 09, 2:20 AM 186-306-559 US(NC), 2 yrs Hi, I am slave Sonya...and have been with Master for nearly 3 years. I only began exploring my submission around 10 years ago. In the beginning I thought there was something wrong with me, and that it was abnormal to have the feelings that I did. In the beginning of my explorations, I made some foolish and naive choices that put me in danger on more than one occasion. I had nobody to talk to about my submission and no support system. I did not know what was "normal" and what was not. I had to play it by ear. When I found this site, I was so happy. It has been so helpful to me in learning more about the lifestyle...and things to be careful of. Master is the best Master I can imagine ever having. He is kind, patient, loving, firm and gives me the control that I crave. He helps me to expand my limits, and I trust Him more than I have ever trusted anyone in my life. Sometime this month, Master wants to have a collaring ceremony for me. It will be private, intimate and special. He is letting me help plan out what it will be like, and although I already have a collar, He is purchasing a new one for me which will be special for this occasion. I'm glad to be a part of the board.....and its nice to meet everyone. 5 Nov 09, 7:36 AM 333-528-841 CA, 3 yrs Welcome. Congratulations on your upcoming ceremony. All the best to you both on your continuing journey. 333-528-841 Life shouldn't be measured by the breaths you take; but by the moments that take your breath away 7 Nov 09, 12:27 AM socair UK, 3 yrs Hello Sonya. It's nice to meet you. Congratulations on your collaring ceremony and best wishes for a really special day. Kind regards, socair 8 Nov 09, 3:40 AM 507-887-217 UK, 2 yrs I am 507-887-217, though I use an alias of Reeta for those wishing to call me a name. I am, as yet, unnamed by a Ma'am. Not much to say, I am lesbian, I ID as a femme queer lesbian, as such I am attracted to Butch, Soft Butch and only Dominant Femmes. I am young and play on that by being the Lil grrl and bratty, though I love nothing more than to please my Ma'am/Mistress but I can't let her see that... Not entirly sure what else to say so if you have any questions, please ask! 9 Nov 09, 9:45 PM Just_Angel US(CO), 5 yrs £ Y! My name is Angel. I am a 24 year old unowned slave residing in Denver, CO. I have been participating publically and privately since I was 18. I've been through a few short term D/s relationships and one long term M/s relationship. I enjoy literature (Henry David Thoreau being my favorite), ballroom dancing, sewing, cross stitch, interior design, swimming, soccer, jewelry making, war movies, good tea, the smell of cigars and pipes, and the very occasional Irish whiskey. I am a history geek and indulge myself in Renn Faires and SCA type activities, and I hope to indulge in them more frequently as I move closer to more a more populated area. I currently spend my time helping two dear friends care for their new child, working in SEO and website management, and learning how to quilt. "Yet when I meet your stare ~ I feel something there ~ Oh, no, I will not go with you ~ But pray tell me why ~ I must gaze in your eye ~ Tell me what do I hope to see? ~ Something dark calls to me" ~Heather Alexander Edited 9 Nov 09, 9:48 PM by Just_Angel 10 Nov 09, 6:05 PM kitty_miaow 3 yrs My names Kitty and I haven't been on here in ages but probably a good idea to say hi! I am owned but am a switch at heart... nothing like putting another girl in her place for once although sadly this is a slightly infrequent occurence these days ... Just looking for like-minded friends... most of mine are a little 'too' normal! x 11 Nov 09, 6:26 PM KingCrazyEyes US(TX), 2 yrs Y! I am King Crazy Eyes. I am very new to this and still don't know much about it, but I'm a good learner if something interests me. I'm residing about 1 hour east of Dallas. Probably don't care to know that, but still. I don't have a slave/sub yet and it's probably best I don't have one until I learn a bit more about this. Anyways, that's all that I'll tell you for now. Rock on, KCE I am King Crazy of Eyes. Ruler of the world. 13 Nov 09, 1:03 AM 898-443-818 US, 5 yrs i think it is a nice idea to have introductions i am 34 & i have known Master since 2005 & we have been married over two years now. We are 24/7 of course and it's been a learning experience even more lately since i now work for Him full time. i enjoy coming to this site so much because it helps me connect & remind me of my place when i want that-i guess it helps center me. Also, i like to get ideas here & learn from other people. 898-443-818 26 Nov 09, 8:14 PM 867-175-801 UK, 2 yrs Hi all. I'm 24, living in Cheshire [UK] and interested in becoming a slave. Game for a male or female M, though I confess to being a little shy about taking the plunge since I've got only a little practical experience as a sub. 26 Nov 09, 10:32 PM Ettiennes_slut US(OR), 2 yrs Hello. i am new to the site and the life. My Dom found the site for me based on a recommendation He had from a woman on an erotica website. We are D/s. i get a visceral pleasure from feeling owned by Him. It has been a slow but very enlightening journey. Who knows how O/our relationship will evolve? i've been enjoying reading the boards, finding out how other people live the life. Differences are as intriguing as similarities. Most posts are eye-opening and thought provoking. i am thankful that this site exists. Ettiennes_slut 28 Nov 09, 3:20 PM matthewl US(VA), 5 yrs Hi, my name is Matthew, and I've been collared for about 3 ½ months now. I've been quite the liar for some time now, I turned 18 on the 29th of July, but as you can see on my profile, I've been here quite a bit longer, to the danger of others on this website, and even more foolishly, I posted before then. I apologize, I didn't mean to be potentially harmful, please forgive me. To happier thoughts, and to compliment my profile, this place IS wonderful, it's truly amazing to think that there are a few resources out there that try their best to not be biased on how they perceive a working PE relationship should be (i.e., how their relationship works is the only way a PE relationship works), which truthfully drives me insane. People are obviously entitled to their opinions, but it doesn't particularly mean that others opinions should always be wrong. My Mistress and I have been together since before I was 18 - unbeknownst to her at the time - and we hadn't met in real life. A month and a half prior to my being collared, we both decided we really wanted to meet each other, so I had bought a plane ticket. I planned to tell her the day I turned 18, that I had been a minor all of this time, but I realized before I had even met her that this was the one for me. Someone who wouldn't judge me, who would care for me, and help me grow... I couldn't wait, I knew it wouldn't be right, but I didn't know how it would turn out.. so I told her, a week before my birthday. Surprisingly, she was calm about it. Mistress listened peacefully as I told her my age, and how long it would be until I was an "adult" (or, in Mistress's words, of legal age, not an adult). She accepted me, but as I said above, I've been quite the liar for some time now. I continued to tell falsehoods, even after we visited each other, and she put on my collar. I had originally planned to live with Mistress, but due to my own dismay, I asked later on to just come visit Mistress, and she allowed from the 2nd of December until the 15th of January, to her disapproval. Let's just say, I'm a terrible liar. I really am, Mistress tells me she doesn't even know why I bother, because after I lie, she knows immediately. I had gotten in some serious trouble about two times in the past couple of months, both of lying, but about a week ago I lied again to her, and she had enough. I was nearly de-collared, but, in Mistress's words, I saved myself at the last moment by crying, even if I thought it was pathetic of me. Her reasoning being, that it was the most endearing thing I've ever done. That she could tell I was truly upset and honest when I begged and pleaded. I was given an ultimatum; to accept living with her and a laxed 24/7 relationship, or be de-collared. I accepted. This week, after given more rules, and having those things which I thought I was entitled to - such as my privilege to be sarcastic - was taken away, I feel... wonderful? It's weird to me, that when more of my freedom gets taken away, I start feeling the happiest I've been in the entire relationship thus far. In Mistress' words, nothing is up to me anymore, unless she is the one to ask me, or I'm in any physical or emotional danger. I believe, that I'm about to start an adventure, and that I'm quite lucky. I'm lucky to of found this beautiful women, my wonderful Mistress. I'm lucky to find someone who is willing to help me, to take care of me, to learn from, to look up to, to obey. I'm lucky to of found someone who will immediately punish disobedience, and not tolerate lying; who will give me both the structure and discipline I need. I am just plain lucky. I'll be moving in on the 9th of December, a little later than the 2nd, but we delayed a week so I may make a little more money before I come. Thank you, for whoever read. My dog was having night terrors, and woke everyone in the damn house up at 5:00AM, luckily I went to sleep early last night, after having some leftover Thanksgiving turkey and passing out at around 7:00PM. So, I spent the time writing, and found myself wanting to go over my history with Mistress, and an introduction. Again, thank you, Matthew Next page