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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "is this a sign of weakness" is this a sign of weakness (5) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board (moved from Internal Enslavement). Sat 31 Oct 09, 2:26 PM 995-821-007 UK, 2 yrs Im 19 and a boxer my mistress today gave me my first hard punishment for lieing and i cant stop crying i hardly ever cry considering im a amateur fighter and i dont know why im crying so much can anyone explain/help 31 Oct 09, 5:36 PM 297-440-487 US(CA), 2 yrs i would suspect you are not crying because of the pain you felt in punishment ...but in the knowledge that you disappointed your One.... i would say this is a very normal thing....most slaves/submissives feel far worse with just the knowledge that they have disappointed so badly that they deserved punishment and no matter the punishment they receive ...nothing is worse then the simple knoweldge that you have done something wrong to disaplease.... it is a very mental thing....it is a very humbling thing...its not about how tough you are....but feeling remorse and feeling the pain inside is a very good thing....it is a way to refocus .... and to remember to keep you on the straight and narrow....the tears will remind you the anguish you feel inside from what you have done and hopefully will get you back into the right mindset.....the tears mean this is important...that you know you have disappointed and you feel it deeply inside....it is where growth begins ....it is where you will hopefuly not repete your wong....and perhaps from this your bond will strengthen.... Master Sheep Dog's pet 297-440-487 31 Oct 09, 11:30 PM fireflies US(TX), 4 yrs i agree, i am much harder on myself mentally knowing that i failed my Master, long after the pain and the welts from His whip have faded away. you know you messed up and you are punishing and beating yourself up for lieing to your Mistress. when i mess up i re-double my efforts to become the best slave i can be, which hopefully will please my Master and eventually He will praise me for a good job then everything will be back to normal in my little slave head. i assume that you have already apologized to your Mistress, begged for forgiveness and will be a much better slave moving forward. you will feel better about yourself and the crying will stop, i promise! i am my Master's tattooed and pierced slave. i am His, He owns ALL of me, i do everything i can everyday to please Him. 4 Nov 09, 7:15 PM GerardVanDam NL, 4 yrs 995-821-007 wrote: (...) my mistress today gave me my first hard punishment for lieing (...)and i dont know why im crying so much can anyone explain/help Probably you are just happy she did not send you away? As a rule (for me) he/she who lies can not be trusted. Therefore he/she does not deserve to be treated as a human being. Someone who deliberately lies to me usually gets no second chance. A second possibility: By punishing you now know you really have a Dom and are happy. Crying often is just a sign of emotions flowing. Sometimes these are mixed emotions. English is not my first language. Please be aware that for many here it is difficult to express their feelings. If I make mistakes, please tell me. 6 Dec 09, 8:09 PM 497-186-536 US(FL), 2 yrs £ Y! I got my first hard punishment from Master for lying too. I was bound to the bed and caned(I hate the cane). Master told me that he would stop when I felt that I had paid my debt. He wanted to see how sorry I felt for lying. I was only hit a few times hand asked him to stop. I cried my self to sleep that night because Master thought I didn't feel sorry for lying to him and breaking his trust. Master thought I was crying because the cane hurt but truth was, I was crying because I gave up. I felt so sorry and wanted, so bad, for him not to be mad at me. I love Master and never should've lied to him. I cried because he thought I didn't feel sorry and I did! 497-186-536 7 Dec 09, 6:14 AM PolygamistTestament US, 3 yrs The prevailing opinion seems to be that it is not a sign of weakness, lying aside. It is a good thing given that some can't cry. As long as you don't do this habitually either the crying or the lying. Have you seen the modern remake of Battlestar Galactica?