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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "Master and Sirs" Master and Sirs (2) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. Tue 30 Jun 09, 5:54 AM 000-638-705 US, 6 yrs my Master and Sir are the greatest. They are more then a Master and Sir they are my teachers as well, and do they have patients to go along with it. I met them almost a year ago and moved in a bought 6 months ago so I am know a live in 24/7 slave they allow me to work outside of the house where I work in a local gay bar my Master keeps track of my spending and is helping me get my life back that I felt I lost when my leather daddy died 3 years ago. I have had to learn things like no acting on my own feelings which comes from my child hood. I don't like to be left out of things for example so when I feel I'm not included I get mad or upset a bought and tend to loose my temper but Master has stood there and put up with it and then he sits me down and talks to me and helps me understand why I get that way. people think a Master slave relationship is a bought humiliation or beating or sex yes that is parts of it but its not all of it. a Master is also a teacher and a philosopher and a person who will listen and help you along the way. there are a lot of slaves out there that are being taken advantage of because they think its what they need but a true slave in hart mind and body and soul like me knows that a Master is there to teach and Gide you though life. I'm so lucky to have found this Master and Sir that its very hard to talk a bought. I know I am with them for the rest of my life. I'm kinda rambling but you know what if you read this and want to comment a bought anything or have any questions I will happily answer them for you I'm not a writer, but am glad to write a bought my Master and Sir. anyway there might be more to say latter as time goes on but until then good luck to all the slaves out there may you find your Masters and Sirs slave james 30 Jun 09, 7:44 AM JRCs_petk HK, 4 yrs Y! I believe it may be better for you to write this sort of stuff into a personal blog as opposed to a public discussion forum? If we were all to verbalise how wonderful our Owners were here in SD we'd end up with far too many posts that simply do not elicit any discussion - the whole point of these boards. Take care. 4 Jul 09, 1:13 AM 000-638-705 US, 6 yrs First of all there is no guide to where to post things that I could find. and I wasn't sure where to post this but this isn't over there is more well this last week things started getting hard again and for some reason I started feeling upset again and started to act on the feelings again and embarrassed my self again in public. I don't get it. but I think I do know. on Wednesday night Master was making planes and I found out it didn't include me, so I began to find ways to talk Master out of going like he couldn't afford it or lying or what ever I could do and by doing that I hung my self out like a damp rag. I tend to act like a dork I guess! I loos all sense of being almost and according to Master I cant be understood well. I know think I know why I am doing it. I thought it was because I want to be included and that may be part of it, but now I think that its because I want to be with my Master 24/7 and can't be and that leads to me getting jealous. So I get up set about it and act out on my feelings, and try to manipulate the situation so he will follow me its almost like today I had an awakening. I keep battling this in my head that he doesn't want me around because he doesn't include me for some reason and that leads me to thinking things like I need to find a new Master or worse want to leave here and runaway and try and find a Master that way. I know more then ever I don't want to leave my Master he and Sir are really good but I'll tell you it's very hard not to act on my feelings sometimes. I have told him before how much I hate him because I know hes right but truth be told I love him and Sir both and that is a fact! I never realized how rewarding being a slave could be until know. to be more clear or frank Ive actually learned a lot from Master and Sir and am using it in my day to day life I've know now more then ever that this was the right thing to do and that I have always been a slave at hart and now I'm living it . anyway I hope you slaves out there read this and maybe there are those who have been though what I'm going though know and can help me or even guild me in ways to were I can work though this and serve my Master and Sir better anyway thanks all slave james slave james