| I have no idea if the community is aware of what I'm about to speak, but I was rudely and violently made aware of it against my will on Friday with Master. And, actually, this wasn't my first experience with it either.
Master has a butt plug by Doc Johnson, a white one with a bluish tint and opalescent shimmers throughout. Its the smaller kind that fits comfortably for an experienced or inexperienced wearer.
The first time Master wanted me to wear it, we'd just had really rough, unlubed anal sex (my favorite kind, personally), and I thought my reaction to it was due to tearing. It burned so badly that I was clutching the table and doubled over with pain. He mercifully took it out. We haven't used it since then until this past Friday.
Now, I always use a condom on my toy...but I guess it never occurred to me to put one on the butt plug. Probably because of where it goes and its size. I'm very conscious of my delicate vaginal environment (the balance of which is very easily upset by ANYTHING untoward), but not so much so of my ass. I've never used toys in it before.
Master and I were at the movies and he bade me to put it in. I took it to the restroom, lubed it well and inserted it. Immediately after putting it in, the itching started. It rapidly progressed to burning. By the time I'd gotten out of the bathroom and back to my seat, I was in absolute agony. I've never, in my life, felt such excruciating pain. I felt as if someone had poured acid into my anus, then gasoline and then lit a match.
I sat through it for much longer than I probably should have...but I kept trying to get over it. Master has used this toy with others, yet I was the only one having problems with it. I clutched him and writhed in pain. When it got to the point that I was openly crying, Master said I could take it out and put it in my pussy.
Let me stop here and say one thing...the amount of pain I experienced was COMPLETELY my fault. I did not communicate to Master properly that I was in utter agony. He later told me that he thought that I'd put it in too fast and without enough lube or that my sphincter might have locked down on it. As we were watching a movie, he couldn't see that I was actually writhing with pain. We have safe words, he informed me sternly that I should have employed our "light" system or our actual safeword. But I had been trying so hard to be a "good" slave and just work through it (thinking, erroneously, that it would stop after a while), that I hadn't even considered using the safe word. Especially as this wasn't our traditional "play" at all.
I went to the bathroom and took out the toy. I washed it well and put it in my vagina. It took even less time than before. I couldn't make it out of the STALL!!! It burned so bad that by the time I'd zipped up my pants, I was whimpering out loud. I didn't think I could get to Master to ask for permission to take it out. My hands were shaking with pain as I ripped my clothes down and snatched the plug OUT of my vagina.
Even out, I was kneeling on the floor, whimpering and crying in pain. That was STILL THERE IN THE TOY'S absence. The next hour was horrible. My ass was on fire, my vagina was on fire and when the burning eventually stopped, I was besieged with achy, dull cramping in both areas that kept me doubled over.
When we got home, I was consumed with a fierce need to know what happened. I have to understand things...especially when it comes to my health and my body. I assumed I'd had an allergic reaction and this scared me. I know everything about my body, including my allergies. And, just so everyone knows, I am NOT allergic to latex.
The quick searches we tried turned up nothing. But we weren't using the right words. Later, on my own, I looked up "butt plug + adverse reactions." What turned up shocked and outraged me. I'm posting a few of the links here. Everyone should pass on these links to those they know and love. Its about your health...if you don't care, big businesses that create sex toys certainly won't. What happened to me was an extreme case that most will never experience...but that doesn't mean the chemicals in and on these toys aren't affecting you. To the contrary, they ARE, and you just may not be aware of it.
I happen to have extremely sensitive skin and am allergic to most creams and perfumes. I was violently alerted to the chemicals in the plug most likely because I have a vagina that absolutely cannot tolerate anything (this includes dirty bathwater, perfumes and most tampons) without having an issue that requires a visit to the OBGYN and/or medication. Obviously, my ass is pretty sensitive too.
On another note, this explains why Master's ball gag stings like pepper and I can only wear it for very limited amounts of time without it becoming very painful. Its made with the same "softening" agent listed in the articles I'll post at the end of this.
The substances used to soften plastics and create the "jelly-like" toys we love so much are called phthalates. They are toxic and linked to cancer, allergies, precocious puberty and chemical demasculinization of males...they are also on the coatings of many pills, used to be in pacifiers and bottle nipples, and can be found in many plastics including catheters. Please take a moment to check out the links and pass them on, and if you don't use condoms on your toys (ALL of them), then please start:
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/g/a...
http://www.ourstolenfuture.org/NEWSCIENCE/oncomp... "You are indeed beautiful, worthy and capable, and you will become even more so, my dear slavepet, under my hand. We will make the trip together." - Master David
Edited Tue 7 Apr 09, 9:26 PM by his_slavepet
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