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	TSR : Web boards : Internal Enslavement : "Internal Conflict With Current Career" Internal Conflict With Current Career (5) This post is on the Internal Enslavement web board. Wed 11 Feb 09, 4:57 AM lady_lucy US(PA), 3 yrs Please forgive the slave if this is posted in the wrong place as this is her first posting, with Master's permission. In November (08) the slave found the perfect Master for her. she is mentally and emotionally in the best place she's ever been. The slave wants nothing more than to serve Master and please Him. The problem the slave is having is the more she learns about the M/s relationship and the more she desires to be a most excellent slave to Master, she feels less satisfaction with her current career, like she no longer is in the right vocation. The slave is an educator, but is moving in a few months and is now contemplating a career change. The question the slave has for other slaves and submissivis is, "Are these feelings typical in the evolution of the slave from a vanilla life to a M/s or D/s relationship/life?" Also, what type of careers do other slaves/submissives have? The slave welcomes all replies most humbly. You give yourself to me because I am. I accept because you are. 11 Feb 09, 5:33 AM 119-812-164 US, 3 yrs Welcome... It seems such a personal question and so answer. I imagine you'll get every possible answer. I'm an (adult) educator and don't feel that conflict, but there are so many reasons why .. I can imagine though it being a conflict if you have a certain nature, that is, of it being much less fulfilling. I have a lot of career talk with Daddy and its actually part of the way I serve him. He told me recently, for example, I wasn't spending enough time on my own work and redirected me to do so. Your Master might have ideas about how your career will or will not fit the life he wants for you. Best luck Smiles grl There's no dearth of kindness In this world of ours; Only in our blindness We gather thorns for flowers. --(Thomas) Gerald Massey 11 Feb 09, 11:24 AM Lord_Laraby US(NY), 6 yrs Y! I would just like to ask the OP a question if I might. Why do you feel your career choices are now incorrect for you? Do you feel it interferes with your submission? Does it take up too much time away from your Master? Does it make your Master feel awkward? These are questions you yourself will have to answer in order to have a reasonable focus for your future with your D/O/M. I wish you luck, Call me LL 11 Feb 09, 12:27 PM Father_Kane1 US(WA), 4 yrs Y! lol! Question asked and answered. And understand My laughter is in celebration of your finding your One. A single thought if I amy. Transference. In finding your self in the best place you have ever been in your life mentally and emotionally, you perhaps are transfering your emotions from your past to your future. Not uncommon. Your career gave you purpose, meaning, focus, the reason to get up every day. Now you are finding it is the Service to your Master that has/is becoming your priority in life. The conflict within is perhaps the emotions from your heart to the logic in your mind. And as with all conflicts, honest and open communication with your Master will resolve this. Best wishes. 12 Feb 09, 2:47 AM 752-343-186 US(NJ), 5 yrs Y! Father_Kane1 wrote: Transference. Thank You for sharing this. It certainly makes a lot of sense that when one is missing an element in their personal lives, the need is often met through another source. i am a cardiac nurse and absolutely love to serve my patients, even the not so nice ones. Although honestly i cannot get through the day without thoughts of my new Owner. i will also be changing and looking for new career choices soon. i will most likely stay in nursing since those types of positions are usually available anywhere, even in the current economy. i have been told that i must first take time to "nest". Once that process is complete and i feel settled, i am to move forward with looking for work. i am not sure how i will be able to juggle time constraints for work with the demands of my Owners schedule so i have decided to present any and all offers to Him and just follow direction. 12 Feb 09, 3:16 AM lady_lucy US(PA), 3 yrs Thank Y/you all for replying so quickly. It is really appreciated and the slave does value the thoughtful discussions on this board. To add to the original post, if it helps for clarification...the slave is a teacher of young children and feels out of place where she now is. she has discussed her concerns with Master and He has been very supportive. He has reminded the slave that she is well-educated and that she should do what is best for her. He has also made it clear that He intends to eventually make it so that the slave will be able to truly serve Him 24/7 and not have to work outside of the home, unless she wishes to. He is a most wonderful Master and the slave is grateful to belong to Him. You give yourself to me because I am. I accept because you are.