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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "I was not going to do this..." 1 2 3 I was not going to do this... (30) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. 22 Jan 09, 2:22 PM tinowen 3 yrs I wanted to update. I'm doing much better. I have a very good friend whose father is an experienced and well known Master. He lives very far away but is mentoring me and giving me protection while I explore what I want to do. I have been invited to join him in Michigan but one cross country move a year is all I have in me right now. As for my former Master. His ex-wife ended up rejecting him. I feel terrible for the fact that he no longer has me as his and he lost her too, but it was his decisions that led him to this and he is suffering the consequences. I will be just fine. I am attending SWLC this weekend if any of you are in Phoenix and are going. I'm blessed to have fallen into a fabulous community of people in the Lifestyle. With love, Rachel 22 Jan 09, 2:28 PM property_of_MacCain 4 yrs Karma? i'm glad to hear you are doing better. i know you'll be just fine! p i breathe because He allows me, indulging Him indulges me. 22 Jan 09, 3:08 PM x_Ancilla_x 4 yrs So glad to hear you're among supportive people. It sounds like you know what you need to do to care for yourself. ((hugs)) 22 Jan 09, 6:45 PM submissiveheart US(NY), 6 yrs property_of_MacCain wrote: Karma? i'm glad to hear you are doing better. i know you'll be just fine! p Yeah, I think so. He's got a lot to work out and I hope he does work it out before deciding to dominate another person. 22 Jan 09, 8:28 PM 688-764-833 US, 5 yrs Sorry you're having to go through something so painful. It's wonderful that you have supportive, understanding, lifestyle-savvy friends. Cheers, Leesie 22 Jan 09, 8:49 PM 956-809-280 US, 3 yrs property_of_MacCain wrote: Karma? i'm glad to hear you are doing better. i know you'll be just fine! p Don't you just Love Karma? I'm so sorry to hear about this. I've recently gone through a situation myself where I was abandoned. It will take time, but I will get over it, and so will You. Best of luck to you. 23 Jan 09, 4:09 AM 276-730-264 US, 3 yrs Dear Rachel, I am sorry that you have had to suffer such awful pain. I don't know any magical words to fix things for you, but do wish to empower you with the rest of the SD! community. You seem to be a strong and beautiful woman. I hope that you continue to heal and find all that your heart desires. I have been through something similar. My heart goes out to you. -hugs- 23 Jan 09, 6:11 AM 373-468-022 US(WA), 3 yrs Y! i am happy to hear you are doing better. i agree with previous posters, karma is great. i wish you well. MGs "It's the submissives that show to others what type of Dom owns them." - Anonymous "If you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel." Mysterious Ways- U2 23 Jan 09, 6:11 AM 373-468-022 US(WA), 3 yrs Y! i am happy to hear you are doing better. i agree with previous posters, karma is great. i wish you well. MGs oh geeze, now i am studdering, i have no idea how i managed this, nor how to remove it. Sorry peeps "It's the submissives that show to others what type of Dom owns them." - Anonymous "If you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel." Mysterious Ways- U2 Edited 23 Jan 09, 9:09 PM by 373-468-022 23 Jan 09, 9:04 PM 238-864-563 US(CA), 4 yrs Rachel: glad you are doing better. Something similar but different has happened to me twice. Frankly, i think some of these guys get off on abandoning us once they get us dependent upon them. The trick is figuring out which ones they might be BEFORE getting involved. i haven't figured that out yet... other than going REALLY SLOW. 238-864-563