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	TSR : Web boards : Other Topics : "the online thing and reality....... and questions" 1 2 the online thing and reality....... and questions (11) This post is on the Other Topics web board. 15 Oct 08, 9:53 AM slave_shari DE, 10 yrs thanks for your words sweet one. right this moment i am doubting that i am really submissive. it is a part of me, a big one but i am much more than only this. my first owner and master, had brought me into reality and said several times to me, that i should experience all what i am. and i was allowed to guide a young TS slave on its way. he was sure of my submission and devotion, there was no doubt about it. and at some times he called me his little subdominant. *smiles* ... he could also deal with my teacher-part and the lady part inside of me. we never had such discussions, like i had with this man.... i had left bdsm for a long time, learning to go my path and having my peace within me. also having my peace with me alone. ... he could enter so easy *shaking head* i do not understand how it could happen. knowing i have done the right step but still struggling inside of me tears will dry and after a while i am standing straight, and going my way ... i am old enough to know that ... thanks for your words nutshell bye the wolf girl