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	TSR : Web boards : M/s and D/s : "HELP!! I was bad!!!" HELP!! I was bad!!! (5) Mon 18 Aug 08, 1:59 AM 994-437-094 US(PA), 23 mths I am posting this with my Master's permission. I have come here to seek advice on a pending punishment that I have coming my way. Long story short I most definitely overstepped my boundaries as my Master's slave! I not only defied rules that He had set in place but disrespected Him in various ways. I verbally abused Him and as an immediate consequence, I almost lost my Master, my lover, and my best friend. Along with his forgiveness, He has asked me to post this in hopes of gathering a wide opinion on the punishment that His slave deserves. Do not hold back and please be specific. I need put back in my proper place! Obedience, Service, and Honor 18 Aug 08, 2:27 AM bratitude US(AZ), 2 yrs 994-437-094 wrote: HELP!! I was bad!!! He has asked me to post this in hopes of gathering a wide opinion on the punishment that His slave deserves. Do not hold back and please be specific. I need put back in my proper place! In all honesty i can't tell you nor your Master what i believe is sufficient punishment. i have no idea what your likes and/or dislikes are. Only you and your Master can make a determination. i can only tell you it has been my experience that being distanced placed at "arms length" so to speak. Having my Master there but not have them acknowledge my presence. my Master mentions kneeling on rice, although i've never had the displeasure of having to do so i can imagine this would have plenty of time for painful contemplation. Given all that time to think without the benefit of being able to talk to my Master or laugh or joke or do any of the things we enjoy doing leaves room for all the thoughts to be sorted and examined and when He allows me to come to Him (He knows by my body language) words aren't even necessary at that point. But there again.. that's me. i do wish you the best of luck in finding the solution. i believe you both have it within you right now, without meaning any disrespect, i just think maybe you are not willing to approach it. Cryptic1's devoted bratitude "...The sweetest infection of body and mind; Sweetest injection of any kind..." Depeche Mode 18 Aug 08, 4:32 AM 662-935-655 3 yrs bratitude wrote: 994-437-094 wrote: HELP!! I was bad!!! He has asked me to post this in hopes of gathering a wide opinion on the punishment that His slave deserves. Do not hold back and please be specific. I need put back in my proper place! In all honesty i can't tell you nor your Master what i believe is sufficient punishment. i have no idea what your likes and/or dislikes are. Only you and your Master can make a determination. i can only tell you it has been my experience that being distanced placed at "arms length" so to speak. Having my Master there but not have them acknowledge my presence. my Master mentions kneeling on rice, although i've never had the displeasure of having to do so i can imagine this would have plenty of time for painful contemplation. Given all that time to think without the benefit of being able to talk to my Master or laugh or joke or do any of the things we enjoy doing leaves room for all the thoughts to be sorted and examined and when He allows me to come to Him (He knows by my body language) words aren't even necessary at that point. But there again.. that's me. i do wish you the best of luck in finding the solution. i believe you both have it within you right now, without meaning any disrespect, i just think maybe you are not willing to approach it. i always found worrying about what, if any, punishment would be applied worse than the punishment - and Master knew it so He'd ignore me and leave me waiting for a LONG time, then ask "What punishment?" very innocently. With His health i never knew if He did forget and get wrapped up in a computer problem for days or if that was the punishment. But what on earth possessed you to do something like this - to OP? Sounds like me in really bad PMDD - which thank Heavens is no longer a problem, just disappeared one night. PMDD is kller PMS from Hades. i was quite a brat at those times and i think Master knew it was a physiological thing, so was lenient. You know PMS - alternately defined on 2 t-shirts Master once saw as "Putting Up with Men's Sh*t" or "Pack my suitcases" - what made those most funny is it was an, apparently Vanilla, couple wearing these, walking down the boardwalk of a beach together, holding hands. But man oh man, original Poster, what on earth made you decide to do THAT stuff? j/L Papa's owned always: still proudly wearing His Collar and Ring, rest in peace Beloved Master/Husband! "Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose" Janis Joplin 18 Jun 09, 8:26 AM 625-564-229 US, 13 mths First of all, idk what compelled you to do that, and second the best thing you can do, is admit that you fucked up, and beg to be forgiven, and take your punishment without complaints...as far as how he should punish you, he should be able to figure that out on his own. Sorry, that is lame that he can't find a way to punish his own slave. Maybe being a dom isnt right for him. That is just my look on it, excuse me if I'm being to forward, but that is just my look at it. Gore 18 Jun 09, 1:26 PM thegildedlili AU, 19 mths Y! 625-564-229 wrote: First of all, idk what compelled you to do that, and second the best thing you can do, is admit that you fucked up, and beg to be forgiven, and take your punishment without complaints...as far as how he should punish you, he should be able to figure that out on his own. Sorry, that is lame that he can't find a way to punish his own slave. Maybe being a dom isnt right for him. That is just my look on it, excuse me if I'm being to forward, but that is just my look at it. Gore I'm guessing that after nearly a year they probably would have sorted it out one way or another. Regardless, since the OP hasn't been here in months it's not exactly a hot topic. i have no need, for such things, but to make you happy... Josh Pyke 18 Jun 09, 2:31 PM 957-909-675 US(PA), 18 mths i think that Him asking you to do this is one of the worst forms of punishment, because its mental ... and for me, if my Master wanted to punish me truly badly, mental is the way for Him to go... in the end, no matter what W/we say it will be all up to your Master... no matter what ... i'll put the worst thing thats been done to me in here... i hope its not done to you, because it would seem to me (i beg forgiveness already) not creative to take another Masters punishments... but the worst thing that was done to me is that i had to be silent out in public areas...no communication with anyone else at all... and when home have to beg permission without words to him ... and if it was granted speak only in 3rd person ... so i would learn speech is a privilege, just like anything else i have. ~*~ lil squirrel~*~