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	TSR : Web boards : Website help : "so many first" so many first (3) This post is on the Website help web board. Mon 18 Aug 08, 1:09 AM nalla06 3 yrs today is the first day wearing the new collar and i still can't belive i didn't pass out. i have to thank the group and many others who helped me through the nerves that were attacking me down to the last 5 min. i would like to share some of it with my Master's permission. as He said on one of my post, He wanted to help me see how beutiful i am to Him and everyone else. that was only part of it. this was my first public anything, but on wards and upwards. i was in tears with the words we spoke to each other and as i kneeled before Him to recieve the collar i felt a peace come over me, and knew it was right. besides the collar He gave me the best B-day present i could of asked for, as i thought He was going to ask me to preform a service for Him,(and yes i did get the frighten doe eyes) He removed His shirt to show that He got a mirror image of the tatoo i recieve in June. needless to say i cried, it showed me He will always be the other half of my soul. after that it was all down hill or up hill how ever you view it. our friend suggest my first spanking in public, and of coarse i complied, and later i recieve my first public flogging by both Master and two close friendsw, thank god for the blind fold. i think if i saw what was coming i would of run. lol. but i knew after the first time someone touched me that i was safe. i sensed and felt Master there and he would protect me no matter what. most of the rest of the day i felt i might overload and when i told Sir about this feeling He understood and we spent the rest of the time talking and just relaxing. Sir has even said it was alot of energy for Him to and for now we will just sit back and reflect on the last week, and i sure am glad, the bottom needs to recoop from this weekend. 18 Aug 08, 10:03 AM Sklavos_mou_Kyriah 3 yrs That was wonderful. I feel so happy for you. All the best for the future. To be a true slave is to be truly free Slave/Sklavos 24 Aug 08, 4:41 PM Hispreciousone US(OH), 3 yrs Beautiful!congratulations Hugs! At His feet,tara 24 Aug 08, 6:42 PM 952-621-855 US(CA), 3 yrs Congratulations! Owned Property of Master Drew. Masters precious,beautiful pet. *~Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away~*