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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "Need some advise" 1 2 3 4 Need some advise (35) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. Tue 24 Jun 08, 3:28 AM angeleyes US(AR), 3 yrs Y! I am a 25 year old slave,who is owned. i have been with my Master now for 6 months. i was just collared tho a month ago. which was the most exciting time in my life. W/we have a very strong and pure relationship. altho i am bi polar and i sometimes get out of line, i yell alot and my moods swing up and down. my Master thinks that i am disrespecting Her,* and yes i do agree *, but i dont know how to stop this behavior. W/we have sat down and made rules for me to go by, and W/we also sat down and made a list of "punishments" if i break any of the rules sat down by my Master. Is there anything that i can do to stop this behavior? i dont like the fact i am disrespecting Her. W/we have sat down and talked about this, but it works for a couple of days and then my moods go back to normal. my Master would try anything to get me to stop this behavior, but She does not believe in any physically or emotionally harmful punishments. i look forward to seeing E/everyones advise. Thank You to E/everyone for listenin to my rambling. ~*angeleyes*~ Proudly owned by the great Master G. i was put on this earth to Serve, Please, and Obey my Master to the best of my ability. 24 Jun 08, 3:53 AM Eclectic1 US(ID), 4 yrs I've only had experience with 1 who was bi-polar. After a lot of emotional turmoil she went to a doctor who later diagnosed her bi-polar and put her on Prozac. When she would be on it she would be fine. If she didn't take it she was not pleasant to be around. I don't know if this will help you and the only other thing is I have heard, not confirmed on my part, that there are side affects that need to be addressed. I wish you well on a long and pleasant journey. 24 Jun 08, 4:41 AM AsmodeusInLA US(CA), 5 yrs Y! It's important to remember bipolar is an ILLNESS...with symptoms that include impulsive behavior and paralyzing depression. If people could just "white knuckle" their way through the symptoms of bipolar, a lot of people would have been spared a lot of pain over the years. Perhaps your obedience to your Master could be seen as taking your medication as it has been prescribed, and pursuing talk therapy as well. As opposed to viewing symptomatic behavior as disobedience....look at ways to build in the brakes to your symptoms as part of your regimen of rules to be obeyed. If you ARE bipolar and NOT taking medication and doing talk therapy, then you are being disrespectful to your Master's property...and THAT certainly IS disobedient. --MMLA Do you feel the most free....when in restraints?? 24 Jun 08, 3:30 PM slavegail UK, 6 yrs Y! written with permission of NG1. with respect this slave is confused with this message. 26 years old been with MASTER for 6 months IE, my MASTER thinks i an disrespeful Of HER MASTER will try anything but SHE etc.. slavegail Owned property of NG1 slavegail Property of NG1 24 Jun 08, 7:05 PM DarkSado 4 yrs angeleyes: There are some very good meds now for bipolar. It you haven't already, you should get tested to determine the correct meds & dosage for you. It can literally change your life for the better. DarkSado 24 Jun 08, 7:19 PM littleslavegirl FR, 3 yrs slavegail wrote: written with permission of NG1. with respect this slave is confused with this message. 26 years old been with MASTER for 6 months IE, my MASTER thinks i an disrespeful Of HER MASTER will try anything but SHE etc.. slavegail Owned property of NG1 My Master is Female and also prefers to be called Master. Nothing confusing about that. To the OP I understand what you are going through because I have the same problem and it is very harmful to all the people in your life as well as harmful and frustsating to yourself. The best way I have found to deal with it is never to assume, slow down, and think about your actions/words before they are performed or said. Not all mental illnesses, bi-polar disorder included, require medication. Don't medicate yourself unless you feel that it's neccisary. Alot more is possible with a positive attitude and determination than you may think! However, if you do feel that it has become very serious and is out of your control, a psychiatrist may help, and if all else fails, perhaps then you should seek medication. The best of luck to you! "I finally learned what life is about: Hanging on when your heart has had enough, and giving more when you want to give up." slave belongs to Shadan and does all things online with Her permission. http://shelivesforher.blogspot.com/ <--Blog :3 24 Jun 08, 7:34 PM angeleyes US(AR), 3 yrs Y! slavegail wrote: written with permission of NG1. with respect this slave is confused with this message. 26 years old been with MASTER for 6 months IE, my MASTER thinks i an disrespeful Of HER MASTER will try anything but SHE etc.. slavegail Owned property of NG1 how is that confusing?? this girl is a lesbian slave with a lesbian Master. She perfers to be called Master instead of being called Mistress because She is a "butch" lesbian. and Master fits Her way more than Mistress. nothing confusing about that. there are lesbian/gay M/s as well as there are straight M/s relationships. ~*angeleyes*~ Proudly owned by the great Master G. i was put on this earth to Serve, Please, and Obey my Master to the best of my ability. 24 Jun 08, 7:36 PM angeleyes US(AR), 3 yrs Y! littleslavegirl wrote: slavegail wrote: written with permission of NG1. with respect this slave is confused with this message. 26 years old been with MASTER for 6 months IE, my MASTER thinks i an disrespeful Of HER MASTER will try anything but SHE etc.. slavegail Owned property of NG1 My Master is Female and also prefers to be called Master. Nothing confusing about that. To the OP I understand what you are going through because I have the same problem and it is very harmful to all the people in your life as well as harmful and frustsating to yourself. The best way I have found to deal with it is never to assume, slow down, and think about your actions/words before they are performed or said. Not all mental illnesses, bi-polar disorder included, require medication. Don't medicate yourself unless you feel that it's neccisary. Alot more is possible with a positive attitude and determination than you may think! However, if you do feel that it has become very serious and is out of your control, a psychiatrist may help, and if all else fails, perhaps then you should seek medication. The best of luck to you! Thank you so much for the support and information...my Master dont want me to medicate myself due to the side effects that they can give. this girl will take your advise on the taking things slow, never assume, and think about my words and actions before my words and actions are done. thank you again. ~*angeleyes*~ Proudly owned by the great Master G. i was put on this earth to Serve, Please, and Obey my Master to the best of my ability. 24 Jun 08, 10:00 PM enahrose US(AL), 4 yrs I was on prozac for awhile and the side effects were to much (not bi polar was just depressed and hormonal). With Master's permission i searched for a natural alternative and now take 5HTP. It works well for me and Master can tell if i have not taken it for a few days. 25 Jun 08, 12:21 AM angeleyes US(AR), 3 yrs Y! enahrose wrote: I was on prozac for awhile and the side effects were to much (not bi polar was just depressed and hormonal). With Master's permission i searched for a natural alternative and now take 5HTP. It works well for me and Master can tell if i have not taken it for a few days. hmm...sounds like thats a good safe and natural way of helping that. where can i find 5HTP at?? ~*angeleyes*~ Proudly owned by the great Master G. i was put on this earth to Serve, Please, and Obey my Master to the best of my ability. 25 Jun 08, 5:39 AM masterfiremaam US(WV), 5 yrs Your Master is not your psychiatrist of psychologist, nor should she be expected to be. Your mental healthy is your responsibility. Medication and therapy can help a great deal. Master Fire - bipolar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh Hai! Blessinz of teh Ceiling Cat be apwn yu, srsly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Next page