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	TSR : Web boards : M/s D/s O&P : "Dealing with M/s after loss of loved one" 1 2 Dealing with M/s after loss of loved one (11) This post is on the M/s D/s O&P web board. 24 Sep 08, 3:55 AM babygirl1978 3 yrs i have had the same problem with my Master. About 7 months ago i lost my past M/M/s relationship because my past Master and Mistress died in a car accident and about a month ago my mom who happenened to also be a slave like i am died. i was the same way and at times i still am i have days i do not even feel like getting up at 10 a.m. like my Master has me do but i do it because it is a rule of mine and i hate gettting into trouble because of not following the rules that my Master has set for me.i am also to do crafts or something to keep my mind busy and not take the naps i so want to do although this has been very difficult for me it has helped i am still in a bout of depression it has helped me to not sleep and to get myself to do other things to get my mind and hands doing something to help and it has done wonders for me although i am sad sometimes my Master has seen smiles on my face which He does enjoy seeing and it just makes me happy to know that i am doing something to please Him as i am His slave