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	TSR : Web boards : Internal Enslavement : "Difficult duties" 1 2 3 Difficult duties (28) This post is on the Internal Enslavement web board. 11 Feb 08, 8:28 PM Mistress_Tiara 5 yrs tangie wrote: postulant wrote: little_linnet wrote: <snip> Meanwhile Im banking on the enormous tantrums about clothing stopping when My little one is three... HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. LOL! I see that Krista was also unable to resist the urge to laugh maniacally at that charmingly naive statement. p. Snickers. Wait until she's 13. Barbara The child in question is My second natural child, but Ive also raised five foster kids (four on My own). It's not naivety, its relentless optimism and too much eostrogen ~ *Mistress Tiara* Edited 11 Feb 08, 8:34 PM by Mistress_Tiara 12 Feb 08, 1:51 AM 138-276-596 US, 4 yrs Y! greetings all, does your owner Master BA know my Master Shadow cause they are SO on the same page on the iced sweet tea thing, omg!! i was giggling the whole time reading this...it's done a certain way, with this much water and this much sugar and not toooooo much ice.......however i've never had the problem of anything being thrown at me but maybe cuffs....lol. as far as duties, some i can relate to, i get up with Master most of the times it's dark here too, serve Him coffee (thank the gods He doesn't require breakfast at that hour), make His lunch, put out all of His work paraphernalia, drive Him to work and then once i get Home attempt to finish getting the amount of sleep He says i need (can't argue with that one). then it's chores and work......but i've raised kids and been married so it's not anything out of the usual for most of my adult life. though the tea, at first, was a tad irritating but i smiled and obeyed and learned to make a damned fine gallon of sweet tea..........peace to all.......aaminah 22 Mar 08, 3:45 PM 702-688-374 US, 5 yrs Yarakot wrote: As you noted, I do not like bellydance...I am trying to find a way to enjoy bellydance since I know my owner wants that from me. I really wish I could be a more positive person about it. I know how irrational it is to dislike this and I know that there are many worse things that could be asked of me. It's not as if I'm being asked to muck out Raven's barn, afterall. But it is still difficult for me. Suggestions gratefully accepted. Carolyn Hi Carolyn, I feel myself to be the klutz of the class, not to mention the zill dork. At home, dance to songs you like. Lots have a beat which lend themselves to bellydance. I have problems with ME music because the beat is not the 4/4 we are used to. Any song you like can work. Zina Edit: Cool video link using very non-ME music. I think people will like! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdkE14JAmSM Edited 23 Mar 08, 2:39 AM by 702-688-374 22 Mar 08, 10:00 PM Nanu_Civet US(KY), 5 yrs My Master requires me to be polite to his ex-wife, this is very difficult for me as she is quite rude to me. She actual refers to me as “it” (yes this is in front of the children) rather than either my given name or what My Master calls me. I understand his point in being polite to set an example for his children but I have a very difficult time doing it. I try the best I can to seem pleasant and calm when I am forced to be in her presents but there are times I have to walk out and sit in the car till he is ready to leave. Master's Kitten 23 Mar 08, 5:37 PM 139-715-032 US(MA), 6 yrs Some of you probably remember my Catbox Issue... Back when my master's daughter was living with us, I deeply resented having to take care of her wretched cats. I hated having to clean the catbox. I haded having to wash and re-wash laundry the cats had peed on. I hated having to squirm behind the woodstove to clean up the area the cats had decided was an auxiliary catbox. I hated having to prevent them from darting out between my legs when I came through the front door with an armload of groceries, because (heaven forfend) a wild animal might eat the wretched creatures. Then, when his daughter moved out and didn't take her cats with her, I hated it all even more. The cats became depressed in her absence, and behaved even worse. What I did was make every change I could to make the tasks less wretched. This meant buying the litter myself, because the stuff she'd by made me sneeze and compostable litter is far easier to deal with for me. It also meant policing the house for any abandoned fabric items that the cats might pee on, and getting laundry hampers with lids that fasten shut. I tried to develop more positive feelings towards the cats, with limited success. I also bitched about it. A lot. I don't think this helped, but I would have had a hard time stopping. My master didn't seem to care, so long as I didn't bitch in front of his daughter and actually did the work. Eventually, after three visits from the daughter where she planned to bring the cats home with her but didn't, my master agreed to pack up the cats and have us deliver them. An eight hour drive with howling cats in the back seat of the car was an absolute joy to me. Currently, I don't have any hated tasks. It is very nice... -- Joshua Raven's Boy, Joshua, is a wholly owned subsidiary of Raven Kaldera. You may contact Joshua directly with any questions or comments at josh@cauldronfarm.com, or contact Raven at cauldronfarm@hotmail.com. 25 Mar 08, 9:29 PM MasterMattsslave CA, 4 yrs Y! Masters_zero, i completerly agree with you. i simply hate doing nothing. i'd rather clean up His room (and often do) when there is nothing else to do! i love worshipping Him, but it is practically torture to have His attention not focused on me in the short hours W/we have to spend together. Wow, i sound like a spoiled brat, and what i am going to say next is not going to help any! Master is so nice in not making me wake up early when He has to get ready for school at 6:45am. (He is in school, i am on break this semester). It makes me love Him so, so, so much that He lets me sleep. That way, i am in such a better mood when He gets home and i have things prepared for Him. i also find it hard to simply "drop" a bad mood or a funk i am in when He asks. i like to stew in my own emotional filth and make myself feel awful, and it takes real strength to stop myself. Obviously i like to please Him though, so in everything, i try very hard. Edited to change "mice" to "nice". Master is not mice, He is nice. lol. "I will love and protect you forever. you are worth any risk. you are not broken" (Master Matt) 28 Mar 08, 9:44 PM 731-421-706 US, 5 yrs Y! i do not even pretend to know all of the ins and outs of your situation, but from my experience with depression, i am sure what one of your Masters reasons for the requirement of this task from you may be. my Master pointed out to me a very long time ago that excercise is one of the better ways of at least helping to cope with depression. The more excercise you get, the better you will feel. It also helps in increasing your energy and your libido, and doing it in the morning gives you more energy throughout the day. i know that when i do the excercises that my Master has assigned me, these are the things i think of while i do them. It helps me to remember the *why* of why i am doing them. 731-421-706 28 Mar 08, 11:21 PM bluesky 4 yrs Master recently told me to meet His ex-girlfriend for coffee. She is the mother of His daughter and she told Him that she wanted to get to know me before Master could see her. To say I was not excited at the prospect would be an under statement lol. I didn't get a choice though so I had to do it. Master told me to be a good girl and to be on my best behavior. I promised Master I would be. I think it worked because she kept me there for 2 and 3/4 hours. Master was waiting for me and getting quite nervous lol. The plus side is Master now gets to see His daughter on a regular basis...starting tomorrow...He is so happy. The down side...she wants to do it again.....possibly on a regular basis. To make sure Master continues to see His daughter I will have to do it. The truth is...I would rather have dental surgery without any anesthetic lol. It definitely makes me wish I had been horrible to her. Perhaps Master will keep it in reserve for punishments lol. mouse{N_D} My Master allows me to post on the forums but He reads all messages before they are sent and will revoke this privilege if He so desires at any time.