| hi, a am one those kinda new people here though i found the slave registry a few years back and have used it before as a Gorean slave and that was the way i found it through some Gorean people online that had a link to it on one of their websites as a place to register slaves in Gor.
This is my first time really using and reading the boards though.
And i know this may not be the place to put this and if i'm wrong in doing it please do tell me so i may learn and not do it again, but some of you have seen the few posts i've made and kinda know me from them, so i feel maybe i should not rehash all that.
Though i seemed to have gotten off to a rocky start here i am glad i started using the boards here.
I for one find it is conforting to know there are others who can relate to how i feel and think, as i read some of the posts here or more of them i can see a lot of you feel similar or the same as i do and also in reading i see how useful and helpful it is to hear other people's thoughts on subjects that we all face or want to know about and how i have learned some intersting things i didn't know or even heard of before.
That was one of my personal reasons for using the boards here and thought i'd just say thanks again, i really like knowing i'm not alone and to those new people here i believe you will find like i have this is a good place to learn things that maybe confusing in what you will read out there since there is so much out there and so many view points about it all.
Plus we understand eachother pretty much anyhow since we may have faced the samething in our lifes and journey in this lifestyle.
I also have to say i know one person in pertickler and sorry i don't remember Your board name, but if You see this i'm sure You will know who You are, said something to me and You got me thinking You were right i do need to watch my back more though i do try i tought more on it and seen were i need to improve or maybe even be less open.
I just am a honest to honest at times and open person too, so yes if one keeps an open mind, open to the advice of others even though one may think we are doing our best or know something well enough there just maybe something someone may see we don't or haven't given much thought to.
Which was another reason i came here and the last reason i signed up again is i forgot my one more then likely two other numbers and passwords, but this time anyway signing up had nothing to do with online or Gorean stuff though i have seen a few of you maybe into it and that's great and i can relate as i have reed, seen and know a few atleast online i mean and have been in it too hence how i fist found this place.
But, my last reason for signing up again was far better then in the past because it was more for the right reason this time atleast in my mind it is and that is i signed up this time to try to please and surprise my Master as like all or many of you Master has been wanting me to focus more on the realness of the relationship, lifestyle and seriousness of it all then the online part though for us for now part of our relationship is online because we are not in the same house or state yet, but hope that will change soon.
Master and i both know and do take this lifestyle seriously and don't play games, but Master's point to me and what He wants me to see and i do know and see and that was why i thought of the slave registry is that like many of you may think or see Master thought i took or take online to seriously, but that maybe true, but it is because for now it is one of the ways i can talk to Master, but i do realize when and if i move in with Master i know He and others will see i am just as deicated and serious about this lifestyle and my submission as they are in their submission or Domming (for a lack of a better word).
I thought signing up using my real name and not a chat name world show Master and put His concerns to rest about my deication and modivations, plus i will be honest here with you all in the past since my modivations were not really what this site probably was made for i never took my slave number seriously or put the pride in it that it should have and this time i have.
I never had a dog tag, printed out any of the things you can do or anything and i maybe silly, but this time i did all that even have a printed card in my wallet and a small virson of my ownership certificate taped to the back of a picture of Master on my wall over my computer in real life.
The only thing in the past i did that this time i haven't done was put a link to my ownership certificate online through a link on a web page and the reason i haven't was this time it's not about online, but it is about Master's and my real life relationship and it is must serious to me as serious if not more so then my R/T collar Master gave to me for my birthday this year.
So, i hope Master and you all see that this time i sighed up again and with my real name was to show i am not playing a game or in this lifestyle for the wrong reasons, though i may not be as trained as a lot you are or know some of the terms or means to them as you all do, i do mean well and am open and even wish to learn more and work to learn more in my journey in this lifestyle with my Master and those that will help me, plus i did forget my other numbers, names they maybe under and passwords.
Anyway, i have took up enough of everyone's time here for now lol, but would like to add as Master and many of you here if not all feel i hate those people slaves, submissives and Doms male or female that play games, use, lie to or pray on people in this lifestyle, i feel it gives the lifestyle and us as people a bad name because new people take it as a reflection of us all in this lifestyle and i know or see many if not all of you feel this way too.
I did mess up though on something i did say on one of my posts, Master has had three relaionships and if i move in with Master as we plan i will be the forth real life submissive or slave He has had, but i was correct on mine if it happens it will be my second real life realationship in this lifestyle and like some of you Master is older then me, He is 54 and i am 36 years old now and i like it that way, Master has taught me much more then even my former so called R/T Dom did about this lifestyle.
Anyhow, thanks for making me feel welcomed here, tracey
Edited 2 May 08, 8:27 PM by 675-820-429
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