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	TSR : Web boards : Internal Enslavement : "why do/did you want to be a slave" why do/did you want to be a slave (6) This post is on the Internal Enslavement web board. Fri 11 Jan 08, 4:29 PM dolce0 US, 4 yrs Y! so im doing a writing assignment for Master on why i wanted to be a slave and i was just wondering what others answers would be. for me personally i need that feeling of having no way out, the things i want/need the most absolutely terrify me and i will run away unless i have no option but to stay and submit. i also have want higher expectations placed on me. in this lifestyle more is expected of slaves and i love that. Thog I cùrsa air nach ruigeadh fradharc, gu grunnd air nach deargadh caoineadh. It set a course the eye could not follow to a ground where weeping would be in vain 11 Jan 08, 10:34 PM 483-608-929 US(OH), 4 yrs dolce0 wrote: why do/did you want to be a slave so im doing a writing assignment for Master on why i wanted to be a slave and i was just wondering what others answers would be. for me personally i need that feeling of having no way out, the things i want/need the most absolutely terrify me and i will run away unless i have no option but to stay and submit. i also have want higher expectations placed on me. in this lifestyle more is expected of slaves and i love that. I enjoy the control someone has over me. To feel His hands on me, to obey as He commands me, it is all very exhilarating. It touches on something deep inside me and I enjoy it so much. I admit, I also deeply enjoy the bdsm aspects of the interaction and trust MASTER wholely, knowing He will never go beyond the SSC guidelines. Without a MASTER, I feel a bit lost, without direction. The relationship helps me to keep my non-slave life as well as my slave life more in control. A need is fulfilled. As MASTER says, slaves are indeed very needy, I do sometimes wonder why a Master would want to take that responsibility on. lol. I am very glad they do. Ultimately we know deeply that the other side of every fear is a freedom. Marilyn Ferguson Duct tape is like the force, it has a light side and a dark side and it holds the universe together 12 Jan 08, 12:48 AM 138-276-596 US, 4 yrs Y! hello slave girl, wow, good one, got me thinking.....i've technically been a collared slave for about 9 months but as i have thought back and where my life has been and all the experiences, i have esentially been slave like, my whole life. so for me it was a deep calling of the heart and soul, one that at first i did NOT understand. but as Master drew out of me more of my slavery, i understood/understand it more and more. yes, there is a bdsm element for us as well that we both enjoy tremendously and He is quite the sadist to my masochistic side so we fit quite well. i have the advantage though of living a slave life 24/7, everything i do is for Master in some aspect or another. i serve Him wholly. there is not seperation of slave/vanilla life here at the House of Shadow. i am blessed, truly.........good luck with your paper and happy slavery girl........peace......aaminah 12 Jan 08, 12:57 AM 519-672-801 US, 4 yrs It is something that feels comfortable to me. I think that I have always had a submissive side waiting to come out. It satsfies me to answer to him. MasterD's Pet (519-672-801) - Owned and collared by MasterD 12 Jan 08, 1:04 AM slave2master US, 5 yrs dolce0 wrote: why do/did you want to be a slave so im doing a writing assignment for Master on why i wanted to be a slave and i was just wondering what others answers would be. for me personally i need that feeling of having no way out, the things i want/need the most absolutely terrify me and i will run away unless i have no option but to stay and submit. i also have want higher expectations placed on me. in this lifestyle more is expected of slaves and i love that. For me, i want to be a slave because i love that feeling of being controlled. Like you, i also enjoy not having an out. i tend to get scared and run easily from certain things. Being a slave forces me to face my fear and not go running all of the time. i will say that my reasons now for being a slave are much different from when i started. When i started, i was very naive and didn't know very much about being a slave or the lifestyle. If i had known, i may have gone running in the opposite direction. But now, i am enslaved to my Master...and that is not a choice for me. If i ever leave, it will be of Master's choosing...not mine. 12 Jan 08, 7:58 AM 973-892-609 NL, 4 yrs Y! it all started because it turns me on al lot. after i became property, deeper feelings came into play. i hope MASTER never lets me go. i am happier than ever, more focused, braver. never felt a greater love. all in dedication to my OWNER F. 13 Jan 08, 5:26 AM thekittenpup 4 yrs pet is Master's pet because it makes her feel safe, secure and happy. pet knows that Master will take care of her. pet knows that so long as Master is Master, everything will be okay. It may sound simplistic, even a bit child-like, but it is how pet feels. Master takes care of pet, Master demands that pet does not make decisions which will hurt pet. Master keeps pet safe, and happy. And Master allows pet to ensure his happiness and satisfaction and pleasure. pet has never felt emotions like she feels now. Even when pet was married, the love she felt for her husband is nothing in comparison to what she feels for her Master, and even her boy. pet does not know where she would be without Master, but she does know that Master saved her from going to a dark place, after her husband left her. If it was not for her Master, she would not have her boy. pet would be an empty shell, full of dark things if it were not for Master. Master keeps pet safe. *curled up at her Master's feet* ~~~~ Master reads and pre-approves every post this pet makes. He will deny and/or completely remove and and all posting rights as He sees fit. ~~~~