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TSR : Profiles : justygrl
| Profile Name: | justygrl | | Registration Number: | 837-404-184 |
| Created on: | 4 Mar 2009 |
| Last visit: | 82 days ago |
| Location: | Tacoma |
| Country: | US (WA) |
| Sex/gender: | Female |
| Email: | cherished_lilone@yahoo.com |
| Homepage: | http://www.bdsmrel... |
| Age: | 43 |
| Hair colour: | Dyed Red |
| Eye colour: | Blue |
| Profile type: | submissive / property / slave |
Height: 4ft 7in; Weight: 10st; BMI: 32.3; Shoe size: UK(f) 3 - EU 36 - US(f) 5½
The Slave Register certificate for 837-404-184 records that the registrant is an owned slave; and that the registrant has been owned since 4th Nov 2010; and that the registrant's owner is declared to be Master James.
(Certificate as: web page, PNG image, JPG image, A4 PDF, Letter PDF; QR Code, barcode PDF, Registration Card)
A Little About her:
she loves meeting new people. she is a parent/grandparent. she likes movies, fishing, metal detecting(new passion), hunting, painting, web design, long walks on the edge of the water on a beach, nice rides in the country, Internet Djing, dancing, computers (fix and build them). she enjoys gardening and working with her hands. her real father and step dad both were/are Master carpenters so she's been in or around a wood shop most of her life. she loves the smell of saw dust and fresh wood. she is in college and has changed her major three times. Finally found what fits for her. (Art & Science) she is a caregiver for the state of Washington. While care giving can be a rewarding job she misses being a stay at home mom. she misses cooking which she LOVES to do, and taking care of the ones she works so hard for. she is OCD...so she cleans A LOT!
Favorite Things:
her children, grandchildren, movies, music, writing, Him
Hobbies and Interests:
cooking, web design, writing, kneeling, serving, spending time with the kids, parks, long rides, gardening, puzzles, D&D, RPG comp games, like being a rider to someone driving a motorcycle, painting, tanning, fixing things, metal detecting and treasure hunting!
Favorite Quote: "really?" “fucking eh" more often then not the favorite quote is "you aint even right!"
Why she is here:
This girl totally desires for a Master/Mistress to control a major part of her "personal" life. Not in a way that she is mindless or helpless. she thinks she is far from helpless. (Well maybe not so far.) This one takes care of people and has day for day for many years.
she has got a nasty attitude sometimes. Mostly from being abused and walked all over by men who have taken advantage of her submission, however, she is a nice country girl as well.
she will give honor and respect to all until they prove otherwise they don't deserve it. Just because You call Yourself Dom(me) doesn't mean every submissive/slave has to bow to You. Thou as stated You will get respect until You prove otherwise it is not deserving.
she has for a very long time wished and desired for a Master/Mistress to steer her into being a better person for the benefit of Them as well as herself. It would be nice to not have the whole weight of everything on her shoulders. To be the one to not have to make all the choices. To feel the security in someOne having her.
she knows she has to have the mindset of wanting this change to happen and she DOES, however she was not disciplined correctly growing up and was taken advantage of and feels due to this she in a since was robbed of what it takes to help her achieve what she needs and wants to. OK that was an old statement.. she can and has achieved much regardless of what has happened to her but from a personal point of view she wants to grow more in her submission and service.
she also has a lot of pinned up frustrations, disappointments and bitterness. she desires to be physically broken in a loving way. Not break her emotionally so that she becomes a ball of unproductive mush but instead a soft clay to be molded to please Master/Mistress Right.
she knows if done in love she will be able to grow by leaps and bounds. she also has had to be the one "in control" and she admittedly states that it is hard for her to give up all of that control even though she totally wants to do so.
Mostly because of conditioning and habit of always doing it, it makes for releasing the control harder. she wants and needs for a Master/Mistress to "put" her in her place.
she is strong and has endured much abuse and had previously reached a point of hate and mistrust for men in general but she does want to be submissive to a Master/Mistress that will love her and truly want her to be happy and want to be happy with her.
she needs this from a Master/Mistress, to do this for her knowing it will be better. As with raising kids sometimes W/we have to do things they think is painful but seeing the over all big picture W/we know better then they and she wants that from a Master/Mistress with her.
she more then wants this she needs this.
It will not go away. she has tried to suppress this but it keeps coming up. she does not want to go online to get a little stirring of the desire or read just where others are getting this. she wants more.
she's been told more then once she has a slaves heart. she however is a very strong willed woman. Mostly due to abuse. she knows her place but thinks it will take a strong willed Dom(me) to help convince her she is safe now and can let her guard down.
Found this somewhere, it even became a joke among friends but it explains a lot of this girl - she is a #8 (Joke was "shes an 8")
(Found a website with the Sub Types listed 05/26/09)
8.FULL-TIME LIVE IN CONSENSUAL SLAVE: Within no more than a few broad limits/requirements, the slave regards herself/himself as existing solely for the Dom(me)'s pleasure/well being. Slave in turn expects to be regarded as a prized possession. Not much different from the situation of the traditional housewife, except that within the S/M world the slave's position is more likely to be fully consensual, especially of the slave is male. Within the S/M world, a full time "slave" arrangement is entered into with an explicit awareness of the magnitude carefully, with more awareness of the magnitude of power that is being given up, and hence is usually entered into much more carefully, with more awareness of the possible dangers, and with much clearer and more specific agreements than usually precede the traditional marriage.
she could easily be a 7 as well.
7. PART-TIME CONSENSUAL-BUT REAL SLAVE: Has an ongoing commitment to an owner/slave relationship and regards oneself as the dominant's property at all times. Wants to obey and please dom(me) in all aspects of life-practical/non erotic and fun/erotic. Devotes most of time to other commitments (e.g. job) but Dom(me) has first pick of the slave's free time.
OK now in terms and English that those who are not familiar with the BDSM jargon..
I like to let the Male take control over the personal things. This does not mean they get nothing out of it.
From the simple things like deciding what they like to see me wear to the color of nail polish, shaving, essentially deciding how you like your woman and getting that from me.
So what do I get out of it.. I love to serve.. I love attention and I love giving the attention. I love sex and that is giving and getting. I love foreplay and experimenting and fulfilling fantasy's both mine and yours whatever those may be (With the exception of kids, blood, scat - like ewwww)
One thing I truly love is offering myself to the one I love to serve. That means kneeling, crawling, tending to all of his needs he desires for me to tend to from bathing him to cooking for him. I love touchy feeling all the time.. in public or not. Sitting at his feet and joining him in the things he loves.
If I do not know how to do the hobbies he enjoys Ill learn it. If he has a business of his own Ill learn all there is to know and join him. Basically the old fashion southern style life.
This is not a stereotype relationship or lifestyle.. do not assume or guess.. ask..
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