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TSR : Profiles : 295-995-613
| Profile Name: | 295-995-613 |
| Created on: | 14 Dec 2009 |
| Last visit: | 111 days ago |
| Country: | CA |
| Sex/gender: | Female |
| Email: | shabanna_86@yahoo.com |
| Yahoo messenger: | shabanna_86 Y! |
| MSN ID: | sidheseer@live.ca |
| Age: | 25 |
| Hair colour: | changes |
| Eye colour: | brown |
| Profile type: | submissive / property / slave |
Height: 5ft 5in; Weight: 12st 1lb; BMI: 27.9; Collar size: 15½ in; Wrist size: 7¾ in; Wrist slip: 3 in; Ankle size: 9½ in; Ankle slip: 4½ in; Shoe size: UK(f) 6½ - EU 40 - US(f) 9
The Slave Register certificate for 295-995-613 records that the registrant is an owned slave; and that the registrant has been owned since 10th Apr 2011.
(Certificate as: web page, PNG image, JPG image, A4 PDF, Letter PDF; QR Code, barcode PDF, Registration Card)
Well I am up to it again, changing my profile, so sit back and enjoy the ride that is my profile
Lets make this clear... No i am not here for random play times nor to webcam, or any of those other things, get to know me first before stating such. And yes, i believe that protocols are very important and very much needed. Dont like them, then there is the block button! There now that that is out of the way, lets get to the actual profile!
i am a slave, through and through, i have a slave heart buried deep inside. Those that know me see the slave inside, although i like to be sassy i try my best not to go beyond the fun part. The fire burns deep and strong in me and always will, some times that fire and that strength get me into trouble and there are many lessons i still must learn, including better ways to let that fire out that dont get me into trouble.
When i care for someone i give them my all, my heart and soul, making me very vulnerable to pain emotionally. Small things hurt more then they should, i know this but doesn't stop it from hurting. i am very much an open book, some times to open, but that does not mean i am not a strong woman through and through cause i am and always will be, it is who i am, get used to it. i am me and i like being me and to me, my Master, and those who get to be called friend will complement this not try to change me after all it is for who i am that drew Yyou to me isn't it? If so why would Yyou want this to change? Yes some areas need to change to make me a better person but not the building blocks of who i am, try to change this Yyou will loose my respect.
Over the past few months i have learned to be stronger, to be me. In this i put up with less, and if i am not respected i take it as an affront to my Master because that IS WHO I REPRESENT even when He is not there. i have also learned that in discovering my strength i have a bit of a switch side, while i am totally slave, there are those who bring out this switch in me, a side i am still learning and exploring with, but even when i am letting my ALPHA side out i will still respect my Master because i still represent Him. On this note, those who have seen me as slave never need worry about me switching suddenly with them, that is not how it works with me, if i submit, on any level, weather its play or just normally or You identify as a Top/Master/Dom i will always respect You as a slave should, but other slaves and subs if they spark that top side in me i will play with as a top. i may even one day surprise everyone and have my own pet... now that would be a sight, my Master with me on His leash and me leading another that is mine because my Master has said i could have a pet... giggles soft... well we will see were that goes! So yes i am a switch but identify myself mostly with being a slave... blasted labels make things sooo hard!
Now for the collar, to me it doesn't matter what it looks like, for all i care it could be a piece of thread that is beaten to hell and back and would mean the same to me. It shows that i am Owned, that i am His, that i will respect my Master, ShieldBreaker and the promises i have made to Him. It represents that i represent Him when i am out and about so there for those who have earned my respect or those i respect will get my respect. To me it means the world, its more binding then a wedding ring, more binding then the vows made, it shows the world how much i care for Him, and every day that grows stronger. One day, i will sink to my knees at my Master, ShieldBreaker's feet, stretch my arms above my head, wrists crossed. so He can bind them if He wishes, my thighs spread, head down, making myself vulnerable to Him and anything He decides and i will beg His collar, when the time is right. i will then wear a collar He picks for me, locked and secured and tightly binding. This will be a physical representation of the chains my Master, ShieldBreaker has on my heart, body, mind and soul and how secure they are and that they will not move. It will also show that He has my trust beyond a doubt and owns me completely, which my Master already has. A collar is not a play thing, yes it has its uses, but to be worn all the time, means HE has final say, not me.
my Master is ShieldBreaker!
LIMITS (besides the obvious ones)
NO BUGS
NO SCAT/WATER PLAY
NO SPIDERS... WAIT DID I SAY NO SPIDERS CAUSE I MENT NO FREAKING WAY ARE YOU GETTING A SPIDER NEAR ME, FIRST THE SPIDER WOULD DIE THEN YOU WOULD BE RUNNING THE OTHER WAY!!!
NO PERMANENT MARKING WITHOUT LOTS OF TALK BEFORE HAND
now i know i probably have other limits, i just haven't found them yet, or run across something that has me screaming, oh hell no.. at least not yet. so please remember, the limits section can grow, and that limits besides the ones listed, can change depending on the level of trust with the person i am with.
These are a few quotes that i enjoy the message behind.
"Beauty and intelligence are all well and good," I said, "but the best slave is she who loves most deeply."
-:Magicians of Gor, page 204:-
"The life of a female slave," he said, "is a life wholly given over to love. It is not a compromised life. It is not one of those lives which is part this, and part that. It is a total way of life, a total life. There are no bargains made with her, no arrangements."
-:Mercenaries of Gor, page 435:-
"He is Master,
and I am slave.
he is owner,
and I am owned.
he commands,
and I obey.
he is to be pleased,
and I am to please.
why is this?
Because he is Master,
and I am slave."
EXPLORERS OF GOR-, Pages 178-179
"I am a woman!
I want to love and serve,
wholly, helplessly,
unquestioningly,
irreservedly, unstintingly!
I want to ask nothing
and to give all!
I want to be
possessed by you,
to be yours literally,
to be owned by you!"
MAGICIANS OF GOR-, Page 464
These sayings reflect more and more on who i am, for a time i allowed others to dictate who i should be, and what dynamic i need, not because it made me happy but because it made them happy, no more, to make my Master proud, and to bring honor to His house and His collar, i will respect who i am and what makes me happy, or i can never make Him happy because in my heart i will not be happy.
Submissive
96%
Masochist
89%
Experimental
89%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
79%
Bondage
68%
Degradation Lover
43%
Sadist
36%
Switch
22%
Vanilla
21%
Dominant
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